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lookingforhelpagain 
12:18pm, November 13, 2009
Hi all....been awhile since I've journaled.Not much to say I suppose.Same ole,same ole.I have been feeling better though.I'm finding over the last few months that I can tolerate more physically.Hey~I can push a vacuum for a few minutes~yippee!Do I need to get out more or what,lol.I can tolerate being up more than I could before.This method of chiropractic adjustment is working!It's slow,as it is a healing process,not a "band-aid"treatment.My chiropractor is my inspiration~She was in her early twenties and teaching school when she fell ill with this.She was down for two years,and she went to this kind of chiropractor~she credits this Dr. with saving her life.She is married,runs her own practice and gave birth to her third child this year.There's no reason I can't be well some day also:)My ambition is to be a rich and famous cookbook author/interior decorator some day.I'll have all my DS friends flown to my mansion on the French Riviera for dinner~cooked by my three personal chefs,of course:)
Got a call from Binder and Binder today~I have to call them back on monday,as I had stepped out when she called.Just an update,she said.I'm SICK AND TIRED OF UPDATES!I want my money!The way it stood last month was my case was on Mr.Binders'desk ready for review~what's new this month?No clue.I hope she doesn't tell me that it's still on his desk.I'm getting frustrated waiting for the money to appear in my bank account,only to no avail:( I know it will be a big,fat check,but I need it soon.Ugghh!Guess I just need to vent to people I know understand:)
It's funny also how this crazy illness~or any serious illness really~makes you grow.I look at where I was physically and emotionally last year,and I can see changes in my life and friendships like crazy.My faith in God has grown greatly.My friendships have changed because I have grown and my needs and wants from people are not the same.I don't need or want what I needed and wanted before.I have grown out of some people and I have grown into some new people.Kinda sad but kinda exciting at the same time~a little scarey~yikes!
Well,that's what's been on my mind~take care all and have a wonderful weekend!
Beckie
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It's great that you can analyze and look back and see the changes Beckie! I think most of us would say we've grown a lot since diagnosis. Two years ago, I wouldn't have even been up at seven thirty to read this journal!! I've come a long way. Thank the Lord.
I also got my B and B check!! EEEEEK! I know, but I waited forever for it! Once it comes though...it will have been worth the wait.
It doesn't hurt to question them often on your progress. They have inside info. They know who's desk your file is on and they can put on the pressure. Remember, they don't get paid till you do...and they don't like waiting a long time either!
You have built it....it will come!!!!
Big warm hugs on a dreary day in Jersey!!
DarlaC
I did that too...It will help, and it is slow also! But for me I had developed a severe spinal degeneration...and arthritis so I had to stop the lower back and some midback adjustments! :-(
I'm glad it is helping you hon!
Hang in there on the other thing! This person is just frustrated I'm sure as we can all get! Not very professional of her tho! ;-(
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