Journal Entry for May 21, 2009
hey DS mates!! it has been one YEAR, FOUR months and some days since my last visit to this site. i am SOOOO SORRY!!!!! I FEEL SOO BAD!!! ALL THE …
Hi there , highly judgmental world, im who i am. Im NOt a person that is easily summed up in a paragraph or two but I'll do my best. I tend to be very sarcastic when I'm annoyed with people. I hate talking to people who are/act stupid; and people who judge can go rot in hell. I like to think I'm intelligent. I dont talk unless I'm comfortable with my surroundings, but I LOOOOVE to have fun. Alot of teens my age call me weird because of my views. Because I have yet to conform to the typical teen life style. Many people also dont like me because i like myself. At times I can be sort of random, but I'm tying to stop that. I can also be pessimistic, but who isnt when we live in a world this fucked up. I have a confusing smile and I'm WICKED LOVELY person, so I've been told. I like to think I'm cute behind my thick black eye liner. I'm 5'2, brown eyes, reddish black hair with whitish strands in the front. So in sum; I'm not emo, I'm absolutely not prep, not normal, not crazy, not stupid, not conceded, not weird, hell not judgmental, not human (at least I dont think), I JUST.....am...
Hi there , highly judgmental world, im who i am. Im NOt a person that is easily summed up in a paragraph or two but I'll do my best. I tend to be very sarcastic when I'm annoyed with people. I hate talking to people who are/act stupid; and people who judge can go rot in hell. I like to think I'm intelligent. I dont talk unless I'm comfortable with my surroundings, but I LOOOOVE to have fun. Alot of teens my age call me weird because of my views. Because I have yet to conform to the typical teen life
books, books AND MORE books. Call me a nerd. old movies. music with meaning, people with class. photos, bras, underwear, silverware, pretty things, poetry, ketchup, school.
books, books AND MORE books. Call me a nerd. old movies. music with meaning, people with class. photos,
hey DS mates!! it has been one YEAR, FOUR months and some days since my last visit to this site. i am SOOOO SORRY!!!!! I FEEL SOO BAD!!! ALL THE …
hi people. sry sry sry sry sry sry i havent been able to talk i some time. heres the update, ok Georgia sucks ass. i thought it was suppose to be hot …
well today is the day (if u'v been keeping up with my journal then u know what im talking about). i relly dont want to say any more. i dont even …
one day im doing good uh?
sorry i have to start all over. i had a little slip.
Hey...joules whats up you know im here whenever you want to chat ok hon im here to save you from your bordem lol =) Hugs!!!!!
Im here for you
*random huggles* just stopped by with hugs hope your okai. x
*huggles* random huggles for a friend. x
what happened?
When i was 9 i was suspended from school 4 making out with a girl in the bathroom it was also recamended 2 my dad that i go 2 conceling 4 my "unnatural" behavor and feelings.Wich confused me because i thought my feelings were perfectly normal.So my dad sent me 2 a councler for 2 months and they told my dad that i just might b going through a phase and will surly pass.but when home he told me id better stop this phase and quick because no child of his is going 2 gay so i went 2 live with mom.
short story..............well short.attemting suiside(twice) is depression in my familys book.
im lesbian and its been hardfinding other teens who understand hwo i feel and what i am going though with a dad that is angry at the life he says i "chose to live"JUST to piss him off.and a mom thats drinks WAY TOOOOOO frigging much and is also a lesbian,which i geuss is a good thing xept i have to deal wiht all of her girlfriends coming in and out of my life.along with a older sister who is WAY TOO protective and a younger brother to look after.
i attemted suicide about 1....ok 2 times.my mom is a really huge drinker and goes psycho when she gets fucked.my dad also HATES the life (as he put it)i have "chosen" ( like i did it to anger him or something)and DOES NOT treat me so awesom. so i thought what the hell the death cant touch what im going through right now.first time was pilles ,second was a razor.i ended up in the hospital both times.
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