bleh.....
May 16, 2009 6:02am
hi, I have not been on cuz i have givin in to my addiction to myspace games i let myself getl ost for alot of time almost everyday . Been tired and …
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trgrl99
5:17am, May 16, 2009
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About Me
trgrl99
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About Me
Upbeat Mom, with 3 kids, we are abuse survivors, we are learning how to live and thrive again, Love to just play and not be hurt for it. I want to get treatment and be free. But I hear that it makes you so sick.... I am really good for right now too, so....I am torn. I want to live without the stigma anymore.
Upbeat Mom, with 3 kids, we are abuse survivors, we are learning how to live and thrive again, Love to just play and not be hurt for it. I want to get treatment and be free. But I hear that it makes you so sick.... I am really good for right now too, so....I am torn. I want to live without the stigma anymore.
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I love my kids, life, music, movies, my boyfriend, running around being goofy, staying up all night talking, reading, etc...basicly I like staying up all night, I love cartoons, books, taking pictures, working on cars(ones I like), chopping wood , fishing,
I love my kids, life, music, movies, my boyfriend, running around being goofy, staying up all night talking,
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Stupid txting
March 26, 2009 4:14am
Hi, I blew it, I worked all day long on the right thing to say, to my best guy friend, (who has been a totally awesome influence and support …
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Still a mess
March 25, 2009 4:42am
I'm a mess I have not been journaling on paper or here. Like I should be. He is finally awake from the chemical coma they were keeping him in so …
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I am so burned out
October 8, 2008 1:03am
I dont even know where to start now. My boyfriend who i love dearly is gone visiting friends.for apparently some much needed space. He …
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he will be a happy man knowing that you are there for him! Things take time let him know this and he will know you for the kind soul you are!
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Oh My God, hun i bet ur in bits. That is really horrible, u must be going out of ur head. I feel so bad for you, i truely do. Its gunna be a huge adjustment for him after but just stay strong. He will feel like a total different person but he will be back to normal after he has got over the shock of the trauma. x
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Support Groups
Close Hepatitis C
I found out in '99 by accident when rutinely blood tested by my Dr before she prescribed a psymed. Then it was rotten I called for results and was givin the all clear, phew...Nope, they read me the wrong page. I found out when I was there 2 months later with my son for an earinfection. It was very infuriating. I have never had treatment, but was just given the option by the dr.I am geno type 1-a, so I am scared ,about the failure rate.I just want to be free and have more babies if I want.
Treatments
- Milk Thistle Working / Worked
- I am doing fine only symtom is fatigue. I need t know how others are doing on the 'combo'
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I met a guy who I thought was cool.NOPE! He is extremely emotionaly and physically abusive. I called in the cops once. He took "anger management" which does'nt work if you dont want it to... He just is set on being mean forever i think. He flunked his class which being it the same night as the only dv class for me I was doubly screwed my boys were extremely tramitized. It makes it hard to take anywhere cuz they get triggered and dont care how they act. I need advice bad.Those 5 years were hell.
Treatments
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- It's been over a year now since we got rid of him and moved,yet the side effects of how my boys act and treat me and each other are a daily struggle.Still keep going the best i can but i get very depressed still sometimes.I feel very guilty. For being unable to get away sooner.
- Music Working / Worked
- strong loud music helps
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- The boys are in therapy I am still working on getting the guts to get help myself, i have great supportive friends but, i cant tell them everything it' would'nt be fair to them...
- Talking Working / Worked
- My friends,and now boyfriend helped me vent out and let go of some real bad stuff i still have a long way to go tho.
Open Testicular Cancer
hi I'm a concerned friend of some guys I know with some problems need advice please
Open ADHD / ADD
My now nine year old was diagnossedwhen in the 2nd grade he took concerta for a while , and then I took him off did'nt want him hooked.His behavior closely matches aspergers syndrome.He has a school diagnossis of that.My middle son(11)has high functioning autism.First born(12) Very bossy and bummed alot. We are also abuse survivors.Need help sorting out the symptoms.
Treatments
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
My mom my brothers possibly one of my sons , my boyfriend, my exbf's, my uncle, all have bipolar issues. I just hang in and help them...
Open Depression Supporters
I deal with it and so do my kids and well, the whole rest of the family.My bf suffers chronic depression. I just need more support.
Treatments
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I am still coping with the fallout of an absive relationship and how it hurt mykids and I . Certain things trigger weird feelings , or I find myself regressing to old behavior,the way I was around "him'. My kids are often acting out, it is getting better and I am very optimistic,and strive to educate and empower myself from every angle that seems helpful.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- love music
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- kids in therapy, I am here at ds!
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- Was supposed to go back in 94 but I deal with triggers as they come.
- Reading Working / Worked
- I will read a novel a day if I can, I love to escape that way.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- They gave it to me to make me sleepy I'm a isomniac, it worked but I did'nt like the hangover.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking always helps
Open Depression
Type: Seasonal Affective DisorderI come from a very mixed up family emotionally and brain chemistry wise. I have always wound being emotional support for deppressed adults since I was a kid and did'nt know how do deal with my own feelings. I am able to be upbeat and positive most f the time inside and out but,,,, seasonal deppression gets me almost every year... I'm not doing to hot right now in the getting out of bed dept, and it's not just the insomnia.
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- I'm generally fine by staying busy and helping others
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I work with my kids counslers, and they help me some I still have'nt found one for me
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- I took this a long time ago for insomnia, i find valerian root works better for me
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- This helped me with anxiety.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I am trying the journal thing more often
Open Autism / Autism Spectrum
my middle son is 11 and it's onset was at age 2 almost on his b-dy. He lost all speech and reason, it was crushing. 2years later we got the diagnosis of pdd/nos,better then nothing. 2or3 more years later, we got autistic,higer functioning then average. Yay, but.Now my youngest has a educational diagnosis of aspergers, wiating on feedback frm alta regional to test again or not test, I just dont know... they both frustrate my oldest boy terribly, but he is 12... Everything can bug the poor kiddo.
Treatments
- ABA Working / Worked
- finally got it this year ,yay it ia fun!
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- they dont seem to be allergic to anything, but i do limit garbage,proccessed crap and dole out the vites.
- Behavior Management Working / Worked
- did it mostly myself yep it works with help from great school teachers also.
- Brushing Therapy Working / Worked
- he liked it when little now,hugs make him wonky
- Early Intervention Working / Worked
- i knew something was up from the get go and couyld not get alta to believe me, so i did my best winging it, and a fantastic prescool, that knew what was up
- Floor-Time Therapy Working / Worked
- at school
- Independent Living Skills Working / Worked
- i teach these too
- Occupational Therapy Working / Worked
- mostly at home but school too
- Patience Working / Worked
- you have to have it and faith
- Pets Working / Worked
- he is very in tune with animals, he used t run away all the time when tiny to find horses.i'd like to them a pup now
- Picture / Word Schedules Working / Worked
- yep these help all of us in this family
- Play Therapy Working / Worked
- of course,this is the best kind of therapy
- RDI Working / Worked
- i think this is also what our lady does too, it's cool
- Sign Language Working / Worked
- used it alot when he was tiny he stopped signing when he learned to talk again
Open Single Parenting
I am a easygoing active parent of 3 very busy boys 12,11,and9 . I love my life most days, yet i am truly human whether i like it or not . Thank goodness for DS!!!
Open Asperger Syndrome
I have one son with asd and my youngest was diagnosed by the school psche. So now he has an i.e.p. and more help from the school. But he blows up so bad some days still I dont think I am going to get to keep my bf who happens to have ptsd and bipolar and i suspect bpd also I am overwhelmed the majority of the time . But manage pretty well so far . Mostly...
Treatments
- Concerta Working / Worked
- He took it when he was in 2nd and 3rd grade but then it seemed like time to take him off. It worked kinda good. but we were being constantly abused at that time so its hard to tell
Open Burns
My bf, is bipolar and had a extremely traumatic upbringing, He recently snapped flushed his meds and 4 days later snapped again and doused himself with gas and lit himself on fire. He got 2nd and 3rd degree burns on 53% of his body he is still in icu burn unit. I am scared to stay with him and scared to leave. I need distance from this. He was so evil before he did it. I'm very confused. He just woke up last week it has been 2 months. I feel very numb.
