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I miss him so much i can't stand it. I miss his arms around me and how he kisses me and makes me feel. I just …
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tinkerbella13069 
Much has happened. My 16 won't come home enless I promise not to have the 41 year old arested. She has also expressed the fact that her dad has been here how it scares her. She never told me he tried to kill her before.
Hubby is trying to start controling my life asn saying things like I'm stupid and won't amount to anything. He still lives in the past and won't get out of it. He doesn't understand that he owns nothing that it all is mine to do what I needed to do to support the girls.
20 is now 21 and has a great friend to be with and talk to. She spends much time with her friend talking over problems and getting help when needed. Her friend is great and I too enjoy their company.
I've been strugling with school and work but know that I must keep going. The house is just a big mess and I'm not sure I can get it cleaned by myself. I don't think it would be so bad if when I go to bed with areas cleaned it would be clean in the morn but 21 now throws things every where and never tends to the dogs. My kitten couldn't get spaided yesterday as she was under weight. She should weigh between 4 to 6 pounds and weighs only 2.5 pounds. Thats just another thing I have to do is get her eating again.
Well I guess I have to get off my computer and get something done like tend to the dogs and eat and clean.
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I have recently cleaned up my house, I did the unheard of.... I asked a friend to help and she did. PLEASE ask a friend to help you. Don't ever let anyone tell you that you are stupid and or useless, that is a person trying to control you and make you fail in life. They do it because they are and want to drag you down with them. Your children need you and an abusive hubby cannot fix that.
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I asked a friend once to help me but they said no. I helped this friend not only clean their house but get out of the bad place she was in and watched her become so happy. I don't regreat helping her and think she has done a great job. As far as hubby goes I only have to get what things he does have here out and then I don't care what he does. I thought being in prison would have changed him and that he would remember that I am the one who put him there for what he did to my girls. the three of us were doing fine untill he was relesed and I started having contact with him. He has learned what control is by the way I treat him. He doesn't want to look for living place that is fine by me, he can stay in the motel where he is. If he doesn't want to look for a job, it's no skin off my back as I have moved on and have a strong chance of getting this one. Fri it was made clear to him that he blew every chance of getting back together as my superviser told me the things he was doing behind my back. It realy hurt me as he can do better for himself but he is to lazy to try.
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