worse than horrible
November 13, 2009 7:55pm
December 1st is coming fast. I haven't had any luck finding a job andro an appartment for 350 month with power. I have given up all hope of not …
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tinkerbella13069
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About Me
tinkerbella13069
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About Me
Single mom of two, 20 yr old and 16yr old girls. Have Ms sence 1995. I am working on the dx. Have three dogs, Anthony the rottie and Lillyanna the labmix and Riku a begeal. They are realy my 20yr olds, 10 cats, one rabbit. Going to an on-line school for accounting and I like working with figures. Live in a complex of nuts, drunks and gossipers. Still walking and not in chair with MS. Thank God each day for being able to get off the bed.Lost my life in 2005 after fired from my job and losing the girls for a bit. Looking for work and doing school. I have Child protective on my back all the time.Waiting for the day that I can get some help for my MS. Run a cat resuce that why so many cat. have a new born comming in this week. I have a diffacult time cleaning the house ad chasing the pets so my girls do most of that but I do what I can. School is my main thing lately I realy enjoy it now if people would leave me alone to do it.Not into a new relationship just friendships.
Single mom of two, 20 yr old and 16yr old girls. Have Ms sence 1995. I am working on the dx. Have three dogs, Anthony the rottie and Lillyanna the labmix and Riku a begeal. They are realy my 20yr olds, 10 cats, one rabbit. Going to an on-line school for accounting and I like working with figures. Live in a complex of nuts, drunks and gossipers. Still walking and not in chair with MS. Thank God each day for being able to get off the bed.Lost my life in 2005 after fired from my job and losing the girls
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crafts, friends, God, love of friends, pets and walking when I can. School, looking for a job and living.
crafts, friends, God, love of friends, pets and walking when I can. School, looking for a job and living.
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November 13
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tinkerbella13069 wrote a journal entry: worse than horrible 7:55pm
December 1st is coming fast. I haven't had any luck finding a job andro an appartment for 350 month…
November 7
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tinkerbella13069 wrote a journal entry: how things are 7:43pm
I just updating on how things are. I won't share much detail on my life just because I don't…
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how things are
November 7, 2009 7:43pm
I just updating on how things are. I won't share much detail on my life just because I don't share that. I will add to that that I have had …
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Journal Entry for October 31, 2009
October 31, 2009 7:05pm
At least the 16 is happy. 21 overdrew my checking account and spent the electric money then threatened to stab me. Today she says she'll put all …
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up date
October 11, 2009 11:36am
Much has happened. My 16 won't come home enless I promise not to have the 41 year old arested. She has also expressed the fact that her dad has …
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good greff
October 8, 2009 6:21pm
Learned that 16 has been deleting people off her accounts including me, she now has little or no contact with anyone but this lieing 41 year old who …
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Close Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
Type: Relapsing-remitting MSHave had Ms sence 1995 when I went to be tested for carpal tonel and was told I needed a catscan. I have trouble walking as I fall a lot. People think I make myself "sick" because I have good days and bad ones. I have two great children. The 20yr.old is a great help for strength, the 15 yr old is a mind bender teen. I walk with my girls as walking alone I fall and get dragged by the dogs.
Treatments
- Aqua Therapy Working / Worked
- helps bring feeling in legs.
- Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I can still walk.
Close Breakups & Divorce
husband for 21 yrs now gone! he was sexualy active with girls not me. I misss him but not sure I can forgive him.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- learned to forgive myself so I could forgive others.
- Pets Working / Worked
- 3 dogs 7 cats great to tell things to
- Time Working / Worked
- It takes forever to forget and a lifetime to forgive.
Open Financial Challenges
lost my job in 2005, home , kids ,car and now I fight with public ass. while I wait for disability that may not come threw.
Treatments
- Filing for Bankruptcy Considering
- don't have any cards
Open High Blood Pressure
lower numbers are high
Treatments
- Benicar Working / Worked
- works well, should I remember to take it
Open Single Parenting
after two girls and 21 yrs marrage I'm a single mom. Ok so I'm not divorced yet.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionhate holidays and cry all the time.
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- didn't work, tried killing self
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- got me on right track
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- didn't work, had to go for anger management
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I can vent now.
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
have a 15yr old and can't do much with her.
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- Education (School) Working / Worked
- working with
- Patience Working / Worked
- need lots
Open Urinary Incontinence
started running every hour then every 1/2, then had kidney infection, now no control
Treatments
- Diapers Working / Worked
- it save laundry and furniture
Open Home Schooling
mom of ADHD child and over achever child, thinking of home schooling both. one needs GED other has problems with teachers
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
my 14 yr old just told me. LOL she did it.
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I've quit smoking three times and keep going back when I get stressed. I can't breathe while smoking.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- fell on my face
- Nicotine Gum Not Working
- made em jumpy
- Willpower Somewhat Helpful
- I need more willpower
Open Shingles
MY 14 YR OLD HAD SHINGLES FROM AGE 5 TO PRESSENT. IT MAKES HER PAINFULL IN SOME AREAS OF HEAD AND BODY.
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- Zostrix Not Working
- STARTED TO DRY UP BUT NOT HEAL
- Hydrocortisone Working / Worked
- WORKS WELL
Open Families of Prisoners
my husband made a mistake and will get out in 2010. miss him but keep going on life.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- write a jornal and letters to him as much as I can
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