I am scared out of my mind. I am …
I am scared out of my mind. I am the oldest of 8 children and I have 4 children of my own. I just started college and …
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mhodges31 
8:34pm, July 10, 2008
It's happening again. I am freaking out for no particular reason. I am worried about tommorrow because it is going to be raining and I will be driving. I need to calm down and think about the good stuff but right now all I can do is worry. I don't know what to do. Went to the pdoc yesterday and she told me I can't be on the meds I need for my anxiety because of the methadone. I got so mad I started crying. I will be done in like 10 weeks but feeling like this for 10 weeks is going to drive me insane. I will probably end up in a psych ward. I hate being anxious all the time. Sweating and shaking all the time. At the clinic this morning the new nurse asked what was wrong with me. I had to tell her I have a nerve disorder. How cliche does that sound. Anyway, on to the good stuff. I got elected as secretary of the social work organization at my school. I am pretty happy about that even though I will be super busy next year. It will be so worth it because it will look good on resumes and everything!
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Awwww.. so sorry hon YOu're having to go through so much with this anxiety. I wish there was something I could do for you.
So you have to wait 10 weeks. that is a long time. I know you can make it, you made it so far. You are strong and beautiful person. I belive in you. Think positive. Rain is just wet, and it's only water. Think of it like your care is getting a car wash. Drive carefuly, and slowly, and you'll be ok. Turn on the music while driving too. That helps me at least.
Congratulation on the promotion. Great!! You are worth it all. I'm glad that is happening. I think it's good for you. Way to go hon.
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skj
I was wondering if you was going to hear about the drive in the rain. I drove half a day in rain. I turned the music on, very lound, and thought of how you were handling it all. I was doing ok, had to pass a lot of trucs, lol. I drove way too fast, but enjoyed it. How did you do hon?? I've been worried about you.
take care, hugs
and thank you for the beautiful hugs today. i love you
skj