I am scared out of my mind. I am …
I am scared out of my mind. I am the oldest of 8 children and I have 4 children of my own. I just started college and …
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mhodges31 
8:34pm, July 10, 2008
Okay, I know this is going to sound really strange and perhaps a little crazy but here it goes. Everytime I have had a big thing on my mind, usually revolving around school or my bp, I see a rainbow. It only happens once in awhile. Today I was debating whether or not I should check myself into the hospital for my anxiety/paranoia and I saw a rainbow. It kind of lets me know that everything is going to be okay. I hope I don't sound like a total loon. My anxiety has gotten so much worse. I shake as bad as a Chihuauha, I can't hardly drive and I can't drink anything without it spilling everywhere. It isn't made any better from my mom who is convinced I am going to get pregnant again, God only knows why. Other than all this stuff I am doing pretty good *lol* I joined this site cafemom and I get to talk to other mom's who understand about that. I love this site because I have people who understand about adoption, bp, etc.
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So yeah, you don't sound weird or anything. I have never seen a rainbow, but it sure sounds fascinating. I wish I could see one though.
I'm sorry you're so anxious. Are you seeing a therapist?? I am, and it really helps me with just every day stuff.
Hope you feel well hon.
hugs and take care
stay safe
skj