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mhodges31
Female, 27, Nitro, WV
"Feeling a little better."
8:34pm, July 10, 2008
Another Day and More Paranoia Mood
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
I seriously think I could be losing my mind, slowly. I am so paranoid about everything and this just started recently. Even my p doc looked at me like I was crazy last time. I know there is nothing to be paranoid aboutl. The rational side of me says that I am being silly or whatever. The other side of me is saying yep it's true someone is coming to get you. That is just an example. I am also scared of the dark now which I have never ever been! I just don't know what is lurking waiting to get me. I hate this. I have also started hearing voices. Not all the time,  just if I am in a really quiet room. I don't think I am schizo or anything but it is still disturbing. I think my mind just likes to make things up. On the upside, my dose went down to 60 mg today. Only 12 more weeks and then I will have my life back. I know it will be hard because the cravings will still be there but I am so ready to get on with my life.
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  1. skj

    Do you think the voices might be a side effect or something??? Man, I can't even imagine what it must be like to experience it.
    I'm so sorry you are having to go through this. Sounds awful.
    Take care of your self. You are doing a great job already. hang in there hun.
    hugs


    skj

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