mhodges31's Journal

Well Mark and I are pretty much over. We had a huge fight yesterday because of the way he was talking to this girl he knows in Virginia. It was totally inappropriate! She was calling him "baby" and saying "I love you more than you know." Well that is just lovely! Next he says he wants some excitement in his life. When you have kids don't you include them in your excitement? I thought you usually did but apparently he doesn't think so. He says he want to go rock climbing and cave exploring. I told him that I never stopped him before. I just think it is incredibly selfish. However, he doesn't want me to leave. Too bad. When I get the money I am going to leave. I am not sure at what point that is going to be. Apparently I may have to quit school and get a job because unfortunately I have become too independent to stay home. More later....too upset to write right now.