I am scared out of my mind. I am …
I am scared out of my mind. I am the oldest of 8 children and I have 4 children of my own. I just started college and …
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mhodges31 
8:34pm, July 10, 2008
Things are just not getting any better. I don't know what it is about me and the holidays. For starters, I think I am in withdrawl, my current dose of methadone needs to be increased. I don't think I am going to do it right now. When it is time to finish treatment I don't want to be on so much methadone that it takes a year to get off of it. If I have to I will, though. My BP disorder is isolating me from my family. Mark pretty much was ready to leave me last night and that's why I told him "If you can't respect me then leave." He said he wanted to stay. The problem to begin with is that for some reason I always start a fight on his days off. I have no clue why I do this. I would really like to find out. I have an appt. with my psych next week. My medicine needs to be adjusted. More this evening......
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Just try to hang in there hon. My son got off methadone as it was doing the same to him, irritable and depressed. He got on Suboxone and is doing much better now. He doesn't even have to take it all the time. He went to a dr down in Charleston for the suboxone. Let me know if you need their name and number. It is hard to withdraw from methadone, at least it was for him. This suboxone is much easier, no more irritability. If you want to talk, just msg me.
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