Journal Entry for February 15, 2008
meds makin me feel up finally..celexa..effexor and seroquil..with ativan when i'm down......yahhhh
31 Y.O. HAVE BEEN SUFFERING WITH BULIMIA AND ANOREXIA FOR 16 YEARS.......AWAITIN INTAKE AT A HOSPITAL...
31 Y.O. HAVE BEEN SUFFERING WITH BULIMIA AND ANOREXIA FOR 16 YEARS.......AWAITIN INTAKE AT A HOSPITAL...
cooking, walking, chatting with friends, and family
cooking, walking, chatting with friends, and family
meds makin me feel up finally..celexa..effexor and seroquil..with ativan when i'm down......yahhhh
SUPER HUGSSSSSSS I JUST FINSHED MY BOOK AND I WANT TO GIVE OUT HUGS LIKE ITS EXTRA CHANGE!!!!!
Hi not heard from you in a while hope your doing ok xx
Doing fair..never get past the feeling that there is a "crisis" large or small lurking around the corner...but oddly getting use to it...
Sorry I haven't been in touch... thinking of you... how are you tonight... I have insomnia too, so sleep just won't come...
Long time...no hear. Hope you are doing ok...my thoughts are with you...
BEEN BULIMIC AND ANOREXIC, BACK AND FORTH FOR 16 GOIN ON 17 YEARS..FINALLY ASKED FOR HELP....STRUGGLING EVERY DAY!!
i have been sexually exploited by men my whole life..i have a tough time in relationships..sex is supposed to be special...i shut men off..and have become distant...
have had alot of violent abuse happen to me, emoitionally, physically, and sexually since i was a young girl.
i have ptsd and i can't sleep due to fears i have.
i have anxiety along with my ptsd and depression
based on my past lifestyle as an exotic dancer, drug and alcohol abuse
from prior drug use, and lifestyle, and ptsd
I HAVE A BINGE TYPE OF ADDICTION..I DON'T USE EVERY DAY, HOWEVER, I USE FROM EVERY MONTH TO A SPAN OF ONCE EVERY FEW MONTHS
I'M A BINGE DRINKER...WHEN I GET STRESSED, I HIT THE BOTTLE TO A DRUNKEN STUPOR, CAN BE EVERY MONTHS, TO 6 MONTHS, TO 1 YEAR APART
I HAVE A FEAR OF DYING BY THE HANDS OF SOMEONE ELSE
i WAS RAPED MANY TIMES IN MY LIFE...IT WAS EASIER TO SLEEP WITH SOMEONE, AND LET THEM DO IT...THAN FIGHT BACK AND GET HURT...
I am italian, native, and english...i prefer dating black, men...and have identity issues myself
when i feel pain...emotionally..i like to feel pain physically...i used to pierce myself...or get tattoos...or cut
I WAS JUST RECENTLY TOLD I HAVE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER...NO TREATMENTS AS OF YET!!!