Finally!
Finally doing so much better.
i havent did anything in months.
i finally moved back to my hometown and loving life.
everything is perfect and great.
I am a junior. Life for me has had its ups and downs. But im slowly changing. Im taking everything as it comes and dealing with it. I do not go a day without smiling or making someone else smile. Soccer and God are my life. I have many friends from moving so much, but now that im back home I have my close ones. I also run varsity track its amazing. I love to sing and play guitar. I give great advice so try me out. I will do everything i can to help. =] wanna know more add me or message me
I am a junior. Life for me has had its ups and downs. But im slowly changing. Im taking everything as it comes and dealing with it. I do not go a day without smiling or making someone else smile. Soccer and God are my life. I have many friends from moving so much, but now that im back home I have my close ones. I also run varsity track its amazing. I love to sing and play guitar. I give great advice so try me out. I will do everything i can to help. =] wanna know more add me or message me
Finally doing so much better.
i havent did anything in months.
i finally moved back to my hometown and loving life.
everything is perfect and great.
Last night hmm..partyed hard and have a mass hungover slept all day =] but anyways messing around on myspace anyone who wants to add me my link is …
Hmm i have been faboulous...Valentines day with Stephen was amazing...im loving him more every second and glad im back with him...i just cant …
Wow! it has been forever since i have written but im proud to say that i have not cut since my last journal entry. i have been doing pills though …
hows it goin?
psh yeah. i'm on a sugar hangover right now. ohh
hehe nice entry. partying with friends is so much fun... lol i'm really drunk on sugar ri now...
haha thanks lol
lol what font do you use for your entries? i think it made my contact want to jump off my eye lol. i'ms not saying its bad at all :)
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I am in a major state of depression and resorted to cutting and taking pills. i just cant seem to stop with all the family problems or friends. i am trying to seek for help. my parents know but wont do anything for they think its for attention. i want to stop but that the only way i cope with my pain is taking out on myself.
i am constantly depressed it makes people not want to be around me. and i do stuff to myself to make me better. but only is making me worse i do not trust people so i really do not have anyone
i constantly worry about my weight when someone close to me said that i couldnt be there relation because im too fat and stuff like that since then i have been popping diet pills not eating and throwing up and i cant stop.
my parents are divorced but are living together because they say they are going to get remarried. well they both constantly go out and drink and i am verbally and physically abused.
i am a survivor of Hurricane Katrina. Which messed up my WHOLE life. it made me loose love ones, my house, my town, my life. i had to move and leave my friends and family and go to a town where i know no one and is very small and im constantly depresed from it