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zenfulliving 
Got up before 6:00 a.m. to say goodbye to my daughter (she's headed to Boston) - 6:00 am is very early for me. Difficult for me to function until 10:00 am Said goodbye - stumbled back to bed. Didn't go back to sleep - jealous thoughts kept me awake. I want to go to Boston, I want to go to work, I want to drive, I want to go shopping. I want to live well even though I have chronic illnesses. Instead I ducked under the covers and said screw it, There are soooo many of these days. Eventually I get out of bed, but my blue mood stays with me. I'm on the fence though, the rest of my day could be good or bad. I'm tired, I hurt, I'm lonely, I'm grateful, I'm calm, I'm kind. All these emotions whirl round and round in this overactive, sleep-deprived brain of mine.
HOW DO I JUMP OFF THE FENCE AND CHOOSE "GOOD DAY"
