samh1985's Journal

All this faff on and not moving anywhere quickly hhhhhmmmmm, got so much on my mind but too scared to disclose anything in case things got into the wrong hands.

I am also 23 weeks pregnant and not looking forward to the birth not because i dont want the baby im just scared for it. people who know me will know why.

im scared for my full family and me included but i dont know what to do for the best.

im so confused!!! i want help but im scared to ask for it!! now i have im scared it will all go tits up but i know i have done the right thing.