Today has been intersteing.. yesterday …
Today has been intersteing.. yesterday i had a horny moment with this 22 year old guy via msn, but i aint ready for …
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calib0i 
2:14am, July 16, 2009
ive got this new older friend who has chronic pain like me except hers is from cancer...we both have to do shots..yet my pain is worse..not that it matters but she can relate and its sooo nice...im really close to her...shes kinda like a mom now...n my gay landlords are gunna be helping setup a fundraiser because they want to help but dont know how n theyre pretty scared...best part right now is my boyfriend/partner because he claims hell be there forever for me especially if i have no one else left n hes told me hes not letting me go(die) untill he says so..and that hell help with the surgery...this is kinda my new family...not sure i could ask for much else right now other then the surgery....i cant live like this any longer...my veins are toast..everything hurts...i cant eat(nausea, acid, puking)...pretty much bed ridden...i just hate my legs.....meh...i really miss you guys...try n message back
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Hi I am still here and think of you often. Hang in there. hugs-Stephanie
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Sounds like you have a bunch of really cool folks that care about you and are tring to help!
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