..this is my life.. going to be ertl DAK(double above knee amputee hopefully(as soon as i get a surgeon)).... 21yo gay boy...raped and beaten by multiple people when i was kid/teen...homeless lots..lots of birth defects n other stuff(cerebral palsy, hole in heart, ADHD, double hernia, had to be recesitated multple times) now im finding out im allergic to 90% of foods..my heart seems to be failing ...also eary onset osteoperosis in there... AIM/Yahoo: ca1ib0i MSN: calib0i(at)hotmail(dot)com
..this is my life.. going to be ertl DAK(double above knee amputee hopefully(as soon as i get a surgeon)).... 21yo gay boy...raped and beaten by multiple people when i was kid/teen...homeless lots..lots of birth defects n other stuff(cerebral palsy, hole in heart, ADHD, double hernia, had to be recesitated multple times) now im finding out im allergic to 90% of foods..my heart seems to be failing ...also eary onset osteoperosis in there... AIM/Yahoo: ca1ib0i MSN: calib0i(at)hotmail(dot)com
computers, electronics, cars music, extreme sports(offroading, quading, snowmobiling, racing) , swimming, camping
computers, electronics, cars music, extreme sports(offroading, quading, snowmobiling, racing) , swimming,
October 8, 2009 5:21am
my bf dumped me months ago...after leaving me alone in a trailer with no food or meds for 2 days...its over...i lived with a friend for a bit...who …
June 25, 2009 2:53am
My chronic pain has gotten so bad it affects everything in my life...most days i cant make it threw without 3 IV (8 today) shots in addition to my …
June 21, 2009 12:06am
my boyfriend wrecked the car...we were both in it..guess he hadnt eaten in like a day and a half since his "ear infection" had like …
June 8, 2009 5:34am
ive got this new older friend who has chronic pain like me except hers is from cancer...we both have to do shots..yet my pain is worse..not that it …
June 1, 2009 12:28am
=D i got an awesome boyfriend now..n hes been helpin me out..n were trying to find a surgeon...finally i have someone i can depend on and snuggle up …
hi, commented on your jjournal, remember, the battle is not ours but gods....praying for you ....gods love
good morning, praying for you my friend..............gods love...
Hi there. I sent you a mesage saying i was having problems as my pc would let me on here so i had to mesage you by using another one else where but it seams i have sorted the problem out now. If it happens agin you will know where to chat live with me.. Hope all is well .Take care.. Graham
I miss you. Where are you?
praying for you my friend..............have a good day..
lots of birth defects + abuse leavin my body...trying to fix itself but needing some help i guess..would really like amputation..drs say its the only option just need to find a surgeon
my parents did it...pedophiles too..kids at school...now..some people do it to me still
was born with hole in my heart..now im getting severe chestpains n they dono whats causing it..
my parents did it...pedophiles too..kids at school...
chronic pain threw my legs aswell as my jaw and 3 ruptured discs, drs say amputation is my only option
psuedo siezures and tremors and possible real siezures caused by pain and allergies
allergys to sugar, milk, soy, msg aswell as many other things..so i have a very restrictive diet, and the things im not allergic to i have to avoid because they worsen my chronic pain
been on lots of meds(too many to list)...n nothin helps it go away
on disability...650 a month..somehow they think thats enough for me to live on in california...joking i hope they are
1 of my online "lil bros"..died from non-hodgkins lymphoma..then grandmas boyfriend died who was always nice 2 me
was born premature because my mom was on like every street drug..its left my body quite...broken
adopted arround 5 weeks old...my birth mom was a crack ho...my adoptive parents abusive...no dad involved in the adoption procedings....and i have a 'half' brother suposidly...
sleeping? whats that
was homeless multiple times when i was a kid......
my friend jake.....his bro...my other friend jeff....n sum other people i know have cancer...others..like my friend ben..died from it
Pretty sure its RSD...
I was homeschooled when i was younger when they couldnt find a school for me to goto due to me being sick and having other special needs
possibly of the skin and joints..notibly more so on face...some in cracks on skin in genital area...hairline and scalp.. Psoriac Dermatitus..cross between Dermatitus and Psoriasis..usually only the Psoriasis treatments work just starting treatments because before i had a miss diagnosis of sebhoriac dermatitus
not a caregiver...someone in need of one...and trying to understand the troubles of my carers....my current semi-foster dad has been having nightmears about my disabilitys and the other problems i have.....also needing full time care while hes not home from work and looking for a competent 1 in sandiego area..thanks every1
PTSD causing panic attacks and general anxiety
complicated...bleh..like the rest of me
in my bladder and kidneys mostly...spreading to legs n sinus's
