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6:06pm Sunday
Well I am not feeling miserable like I was in my past few entries. But here is my sob story…sorry to sit you all through this again.
I am tired but I can’t sleep; the only sleep I have gotten is with the assistance of some type of medication. And I am sure it doesn’t help that the only time I have forced myself up is for work. I couldn’t even tell you the last time I was in contact with the sun other than through a window. Time is going by so unbelievably slow but at the same time the hours wasted are adding up so fast.
I am finally getting injections for my bad back on Wednesday maybe that will help me to feel a little better but I doubt it will restore any of my energy. And even so I can’t even begin to describe how far away Wednesday feels. I don’t know if I am being extremely lazy or if this is…………depression.
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This is probably caused by the lack of sleep, maybe you should leave that night job, I know that its impossible to find job right now, but I don't think its worth sacrificing your health for it. I really hope you feel better soon both emotionally and physically, Take care of yourself.
simon22