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maghanmahne 
Today is the first day i can honeslty say i am more depressed than ever before. I dont feel i know who i am and who i want to be in this life. I feel like i just want to run away from all my problems even though i know that wont help me at all. I am just so confused. I wish that all this could get easier or that it all never happened. Life was never this big of a struggle. I lost my best friend and maybe he's not dead but he still will never look at me the same way. I just lost the love of my life. My heart is in so much pain because i know that even though the mistake i made happened so long ago, i still caused his hurt and his grief.
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Thank you and yes we do go through the same thing. im trying to learn life goes on but its hard when you see that person all the time. best friends come and go..and its hard... but one day he might just be back.
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