I don't know what is going …
I don't know what is going to happen. We're moving, so life will change, but where will I go?
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Electrochique 
7:34pm, October 22, 2009
I am so mad at myself. I do so well all day just to ruin it in the evening. I wanted to lose 5lbs at least by halloween so I looked nice in my outfit, but I'm the same weight still, plus I'm bloated from my period. Being female sucks LOL. I'm fed up of all this FAT EVERYWHERE. Why am I so huge. I just want to e tiny. I don't want boobs, or a bum, I hate them. I want to be thin, 24" waist would be nice, I want to lose like 4" from my hips, same from my bust, same from my waist, I'm 36-28-35 and to me that is huge. I'm so angry at myself. Why do I look like an elephant. I'm tired of people saying I could be a model, it's the 'could be' that gets me. It's like they ate saying 'you could be a model if you lost half your body weight. Right now I'm like 154 lbs, and I'm just about 5ft11" I'm so tired if being this weight. I've been here for ages. My overall goal over the next 2 months is to get down to 135, but I don't think that I will be able to do it because I can't jog atm because it's too cold. I'll have to try.
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for your height, i don't think your over weight. i always weighed about 120lbs. and that was fine for me, size medium top, size 7 jeans. but over the past 6 years, when i got agophobia, and stay in all the time, i started gaining weight. i use to ride my bike, or walk everywhere. always active. now i have been putting on the pounds and i hate it. i bet you look good, us women are our own worst enemy. put a jacket on and walk in your basement, if you have one. walk for about a half an hour, put on music. i want to get a tread mill, but can't afford it at this time. i gained weigh all over, even my boobs are over weight. i know if i just could walk, i burn it right off. i asked a few ppl if they want to walk with me, but know one really wants too. if i could add 3 inches to my height, i'd be fine, but we can't add inches. i wish i was 36-28-35. but if your not comforable with that, i wish you luck, losing some weight. p.s., i bet you look great. xo, ronna
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