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Electrochique 
7:34pm, October 22, 2009
I don't want scars anymore. I can't hide it in the summer and they are really annoying thy are just making the problem that I was trying todeal with worse, which is how much I hate my body.
I hate art, I give up on it. Mr James hates me, I'm doing shit, I'm not enjoying it. And I hate our new art room. It doesn't feel right, I can't work in there. I really need to lose weight. I feel so fat. I had to run in front of the whole school today for sports day, and all I could think about is how fat and pale and disgusting I look. I must look disgusting when I run, im so glad I can't see it, just the thought of it makes me want to cry.
I hate art, I give up on it. Mr James hates me, I'm doing shit, I'm not enjoying it. And I hate our new art room. It doesn't feel right, I can't work in there. I really need to lose weight. I feel so fat. I had to run in front of the whole school today for sports day, and all I could think about is how fat and pale and disgusting I look. I must look disgusting when I run, im so glad I can't see it, just the thought of it makes me want to cry.
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Hun, I`m going to be honest with you instead of just disagreeing with you. The best looking people in my school look disgusting when they run too. Everyone sweats and gets that look like they`re about to faint or something. I`m sure you looked equally as good as everyone else running.
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