I'm Nikki. I want to go to japan, I want to get a nose job, I want to be a vet, I want to go to university, I want to work in a zoo, I want to earn my own money, I want to live by myself, I want to be alone, I want to undo the past, I want be successful, I want to buy nice clothes, I want to look like how I should look, I want to recognize myself in the mirror, I want to be wanted and I want to be happy one day.
I'm Nikki. I want to go to japan, I want to get a nose job, I want to be a vet, I want to go to university, I want to work in a zoo, I want to earn my own money, I want to live by myself, I want to be alone, I want to undo the past, I want be successful, I want to buy nice clothes, I want to look like how I should look, I want to recognize myself in the mirror, I want to be wanted and I want to be happy one day.
interests? i don't have any interests.
interests? i don't have any interests.
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Electrochique wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 17, 2009 4:08pm
i think my depression is back :(i've just felt so down all day today, and it just doesnt feel like…
Electrochique wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for October 19, 2009 8:59pm
I wish I could sleep right now. I don't know why but I just can't sleep. Couldn't yesterday either. I…
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November 17, 2009 4:08pm
i think my depression is back :(
i've just felt so down all day today, and it just doesnt feel like i could be fine again tomorrow. i dont want to …
November 1, 2009 6:14pm
cba to write much. My mum is having one of her crazy times. Not good crazy. I think I put on weight I don't want to weigh myself but I know I will …
October 28, 2009 8:36am
I am so mad at myself. I do so well all day just to ruin it in the evening. I wanted to lose 5lbs at least by halloween so I looked nice in my …
October 27, 2009 6:48am
Why do I compare myself to other people? I know I shouldn't to it, I always come off inferiour. I went out to dinner last night. I hated it. I freak …
October 26, 2009 8:31am
okay sorry for journalling again, twice in one day is bad, not that anyone really reads this shit. I just feel so fat and ugly right now, I can't …
I TO AM SORRY YOU ARE SUFFERING RIGHT NOW. YOU ARE LOVED HERE ON D.S. I HOPE YOUR SPIRITS ARE LIFTED AND YOU START TO FEEL BETTER. I WISH I KNEW THE RIGHT WORDS TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. JUST PRAY TO GOD AND ASK HIM TO HELP. HE WILL ANSWER YOUR PRAYER. I ALSO WILL SAY A PRAYER FOR YOU. BIG HUGS, RONNA
Your dog is so cute!! I love that picture. Your pup's eyes look so expressive - like a human!
Kelley
Hang in there. :)
hey, read your last two journals and just wanted to say that you should be realy care full what exercise you do. you can cause some serious health problems just by not having enough energy to do something. please be careful and make sure you dont stress your body to much. please take care. *hugs*
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I think there's somehong wrong with my heart. I am convinced I have an aortic dissection. I'm too scared to say anything.
