smileshideit's Journal

Well I know I wrote today but i felt like writing more!! Well I've been doing good all week when it came to not caring about what you know what I'm just gonna say a name so I don't have to keep putting that guy matt! alrighty better.. well I haven't worried or let him get to me to much cept wednesday, well tonight he didn't talk to me till the end and he was very normal and good he seemed like he was soo happy so that was good! But I still feel a bit insecure about it but you know what I know in my heart he truely loves me so I'm not gonna let my head tell me different!!! Well it's gonna be hard next year cause he's going away to collage for 5 years. But I know if he's the man God has for my life partner then he'll come back for me! It's sometimes hard to trust God but I have to in this case because I can't change the situation. Well gtg so bye!

-joy