Just a bit of encouragement
January 10, 2009 3:18pm
This is one of my favorite Bible verses so I thought I'd share it, "Fear not for I am with you, Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will …
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About Me
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God-He is my life I write-poetry-stories-articles- and so on. I read- any type Little House on the Prairie-Favorite show ever Adventures in Odyssey-Soundtrack of my life!! My family-most important people ever
God-He is my life I write-poetry-stories-articles- and so on. I read- any type Little House on the Prairie-Favorite
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Hi, so glad to hear from you. I am doing well and of course so glad spring/summer here. I am around if you ever need to talk. Hope your day is going well. Take care. Jan
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From Shaner
June 2
Seriously hun, you have a gift. Do you keep a book of them. You totally should. Write that journal one down in a book and keep any other ones that come to you. You are really a blessing. God Bless you.
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I’m With You
Hi, I read your poem, very good. I made comment. Also, read two other journals and made comment. I am here if you ever need to talk. Or just want to write a letter to get your feelings out on paper. You are doing really well. take care. Jan
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
Alot of it comes from my dad. He doesnt live with me but I care about him alot and it hurts to see him living a life that has nothing to do with me and he doesnt care to have me in it. Where ever I go I seem to never fit in with anyone. I do have a close friend or two but well it seems like I have tons of fake friends who simply say they like me and then I hear how much trash they say bout me behind my back. As well when I was younger I lost someone who was rly close to me so that adds to it..
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I blast it and cry then fall asleep...
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- got a few ppl that I go to when I'm down and that does help sometimes!
- Writing Working / Worked
- It does help I love to write so it makes me feel happier but doesn't cure it.
Close Self-Injury
For me it started over a boy. I know that's a pathetic reason to cut but I would get super low over him and so I'd cut. After a while I decided to try to stop cutting and well that lasted as long as my happieness did. As soon as I got down again I cut well this lasted a few months and well I don't do it as often but still once and a while i do~
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- Well it normally helps but sometimes it didn't do much for me but my friends are always by my side so that does help me!!
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaWell for me I would either go on stupid diets where I'd eat like nothing or I'd eat then throw up afterwards. I do it not as often but when my self esteem isn't as high I usually do..
Open Family Issues
Well normal stuff my parents hate each other stupid thing is theyre still together my dad works in CT. so he lives there to and comes home sometimes every few months! My dad managed to ruin my 3older siblings lives and well he's tryed to do it to me and my sister but he's failed..
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Open Teen Anxiety
well it's been more recently that I've been very stressed I feel like life is just gonna kill me or something lately I've been getting so scared and worried about life that I'll be shaking and soo scared. I don't know what to do it won't go away and well everytime I get that way I want to cut so it all seems to go wrong but I don't know how to deal with it??
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
My dad was never there for me so he was my dad to me! I loved him so very much and it tore my world apart when he died. He killed himself may 4 03. It never gets any easier... I miss him everyday more than the last. I always wish he could be there to see me as I grow up but he's not. It's just something that I have to try and get past everyday.But when I see terrible things happening that I know wouldnt have ever happened if he was here it tears me apart inside...I miss him :'(
Open Bereavement - Teens
I've lost loved ones in the past but no one was as important to me as him.. he killed himself and it not only changed my life but everyone elses. My life was never perfect and i knew it would never but it went from not perfect to hell because of this.. He was basicly my dad because my real dad was never there. So it's been so long since it happened but that doesn't mean pain disappears, if he died a natural death it may have been easier to cope but since he killed himself its just hurts more
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- i just keep busy and try not to spend much time just sitting alone cause then it all comes back to me
- Remembering Working / Worked
- i try and remember the times i spent with him and how wonderful he was!
- Talking Working / Worked
- i talk to my mom about it sometimes or sister they all can relate to the pain so it's nice to be able to talk to someone who can understand what i'm feeling
