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  • About Me

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    dreamer

    Female, 43, Married
    Coxsackie, NY, USA
    Member since November 5, 2006

    • About Me

      I am 44 years old. I was born in California (From Birth til October 1st 1977. Moved to Anchorage, Alaska lived there October 1st 1977 til August 15th 1987.Moved to Kansas City, Missouri August 15th 1987.lived there August 15th 1987 til June 1st 2009 when I moved to "UPSTATE NEW YORK" OFFICIALLY moved here day 1 was June 4th 2009. I miss my Mom and Dad and Friends as well but that is apart of LOVE AND LIFE!

      I am 44 years old. I was born in California (From Birth til October 1st 1977. Moved to Anchorage, Alaska lived there October 1st 1977 til August 15th 1987.Moved to Kansas City, Missouri August 15th 1987.lived there August 15th 1987 til June 1st 2009 when I moved to "UPSTATE NEW YORK" OFFICIALLY moved here day 1 was June 4th 2009. I miss my Mom and Dad and Friends as well but that is apart of LOVE AND LIFE!

    • Interests

      I LOVE TO TRAVEL!!! I have a passport and I use it!!! I been on FOUR (4) Cruises (Three on my own) last one with my "Cruise Love" Jamie from my last cruise! Who would ever thought??

      I LOVE TO TRAVEL!!! I have a passport and I use it!!! I been on FOUR (4) Cruises (Three on my own) last

  • Recent Activity

    November 5

  • Journal

    • Good Bye...

      Mood May 26, 2009 12:14am

      Well this is it from DREAMER... I am finishing off the things I need to do BEFORE Jamie get's here Thursday Morning and then it will be tear it …

    • This maybe it!

      Mood May 18, 2009 8:08pm

      Hi Everyone!

      I really am sorry for the time delays but I got to admit ALOT has happened in a short period of time! 

      You all remember my …

    • May Day!

      Mood May 1, 2009 5:48pm

      Hi Everyone!

      I know it has been some time since I wrote and I really am sorry about that BUT...ALWAYS AN EXCUSE BUT NEVER A REASON" right!?? …

    • I am STILL here...

      Mood April 20, 2009 11:03am

      I am Sooooo sorry everyone for promising to write and NEVER doing so til now!

      Well let me tell you ALL in a nut shell what is and has been going on …

    • Time Laps

      Mood February 27, 2009 10:05pm

      FORGIVE ME EVERYONE!!!

      Time just seems to be passing me before I know it!

      I got sooooo much I want to tell you all here I just do not know where to …

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  • Hugbook

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    • Flower

      From K9Linda February 15

      Hey girl! Hope these flowers make you smile and brighten your day. Hope your mood changes to good soon! Take care my friend.

    • I’m With You

      From saphyre January 28

      Welcome Back from your cruise. Yes you are right we need to talk - congradulations on meeting someone that is terriffic. I have news for you too - I'm going to be a grandmother. I have missed you. Love your SIS J.

    • Flower

      From Jennijem January 28

      Without a friend to call my own what would my poor heart do? Without a friend to cheer me up I'd remain so sad and blue. Without a friend to make me smile a frown would rule my face. Without a friend I'd be so lonely here in this human race. Without a friend I could not live because life I could not share. So friend I'm thankful that I have you and I'm glad you're always there. Love and Hugs, Jenni

    • Hug

      From catlover02 January 19

      Hi, How are you doing? I am doing ok. I haven't heard from you in a while and I really miss chatting with you. What is your favorite thing to do in your freetime? My favorite thing to do in my freetime is spending a lot of time on my computer. I check my hotmail and my yahoo e-mail. I go on windows messenger and yahoo messenger. I go on www.wrongplanet.net. I spent a lot of time on Dailystrength. I spend time on myspace and on facebook. Sometimes I play computer games too. I also listen to music on my computer. I am just asking my friends random questions so that I can get to know them better. Hope to hear from you soon. Take Care and BIG HUGS. Your friend, Dawn

    • Celebration

      From saphyre January 15

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Enjoy your cruise. Love and Hugs Your Sis J.

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  • Goals

    Progress

    20 %

    Goal End Date is Jun 5, 09 171 days ago.
    Goal Completed on Nov 25, 08
  • Support Groups

    • Close Fibromyalgia

      After what seemed to be HOPELESS I FINALLY found the answers I so much seeked and searched for! After MANY questions and what I thought to be a SIMPLE but PAINFUL test I was diagnosed with Fibromyalagia! FINALLY I knew WHAT and WHY things were happening to me like they were! I really WASEN'T going CRAZY or being OVERLY SENSITIVE like MANY claim I was! FINALLY ANSWERS but now I seek for the CURE! Is there one!??

      Treatments

      Aqua Therapy Working / Worked
      NOT only RELAXING but sooths the akes and pains even if it is TEMORARY!
      Trazodone Working / Worked
      This is the ONLY thing I found that helps me get any sleep any more!
    • Close Adoption

      My Jewel's will be 10 YRS. Old in just 18 DAYS! I MISS HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! I NEVER STOPPED THINKING ABOUT HER!!! How can one!?? I PRAY for the day we meet again!

      Treatments

      Crying Working / Worked
      I do and done so much of it I really DO NOT know what to say reguarding TEARS!
      Prayer Working / Worked
      GOD IS MY ROCK AND ANCHOR for without him I would NOT be where I am today! Nor made it through the HELL and HURT I been through the years!
      Reading Working / Worked
      My beloved INFORMATIONAL friends! I read MORE books on and reguarding ALL aspects of adoption I feel like I can write one of my own! I LEARNED ALOT and I got STRONGER because of MANY of them too!
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      I really DO NOT know HOW to put it on paper for the PAIN seems so REAL and ALL OVER again! I CAN NOT put it on paper for I wet the paper with my tears and then do nothing but tear it so I QUIT!
    • Open Rheumatoid Arthritis

      I was diagnosed with RA in June 05 I have had MORE then my share of UP HILL pains and battles but I think after playing the role of a "LAB RAT" Relief just may be in the injestion!

      Treatments

      Arava Not Working
      I really DID NOT see or feel ANY DIFFERENCE!
      Methotrexate Working / Worked
      I been on the PILLS for nearly a year and the side effects FINALLY took their toll so now I am on the LIQUID form of MTX. so far all is working for the best.
      Prednisone Working / Worked
      WORKS for the FLARES I STILL have a tendancy of SWELLING like a balloon and I HATE to admit it but the "MAKE ME FATT PILL" is all that seems to really help!
      Tylenol Somewhat Helpful
      Tylenol Arthritis Pain Reliver WORKED in the begining but I guess I took so much of it that my body became "AMMUNE" to it and it QUIT WORKING!
      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      It takes the edge of the pain away but I still know that it's there...I been taking Vicodin-ES for OVER a year now I really think it's time for a CHANGE woulden't one agree?
      Naproxen Working / Worked
      In the begining I swollowed MORE Aleve then one can count in a day-it was ALL that helpped NOW-I take it mainly in the morning to help IRON OUT the "Morning Stiffness"
      Humira Working / Worked
      MY MIRICAL IN THE NEEDLE! I NEVER thought I would or could feel like I do today! I suffered like a DOG and I really think it has ALL paid off all for this!
    • Open Bipolar Disorder

      I was diagnosed with Bi-Polor Disorder at the age of 16-Many thought it was "Funny" or "COOL" to be bi-polor-I thought ohterwise! In the years I been BP I have gotten 18 tatoos, bought 7 different cars, bought 3 differnt styles of houses, bankrupted twice 1st time for $26,700 and the 2nd time for $38,900 I WAS nearing #3 when I was told "It's time to face the music" I been hospitalized 4 x's and been throught MORE relationships then I care to admit I thought of suside MORE times then I care to count.

      Treatments

      Depakote Not Working
      It seemed the MORE I took the LESS it worked!
      Holistic Health Considering
      The way the Psyc. feild is going any more this is REALLY becomeing a GREATER THOUGHT then ever before!
      Lithium Not Working
      I was up to 1800 mg. A DAY we were pushing toward 2000 when I was nearing "Toxic Levels" instead of "Theraputic Levels"
      Risperdal Considering
      I seen it work for OTHERS but would it be something for me!??
      Seroquel Considering
      I hear this drug is REAL POPULAR and EFFECTIVE too!? At this point in life I am just about ready to try ANYTHING for relief any more!
      Crying Working / Worked
      Tears are the valve to the heart when the pressure is TOO great for it to handle it any more. "Tears are a Clensing Prayer" TRY IT!
      Music Working / Worked
      IF I am depressed I can get lost in the words and relate to the singer-If I am manic I can jump and dance the EXTRA ENERGY I get form the manic.
      Art Working / Worked
      There are times I can "ESCAPE" from reality in coloring OR I can express my emotions and feelings through the many colors in the box.
      Writing Working / Worked
      I never thought so but sometimes putting your thoughts and feelings on paper eases my mind and at times help me put myself back on the right track.
      Talking Working / Worked
      More times then none TALKING really makes the difference even if the person REALLY DOESEN'T UNDERSTAND or can relate to you just "Letting it out" makes ALL the difference!
    • Open GERD & Heartburn

      It all started out with a SO I THOUGHT "SIMPLE CASE OF BAD HEART BURN" I took tums and Mylanta and THOUGHT all would be well OK "FOR WHO"!? I would be awoken from a deep sleep with a INFURNO I tried MILK, TUMS, MYLANTA... even CHOCLOTE! NOW-TODAY what was once "HEART-BURN" turned into Acid REFLEX and talk about INFURNO INSIDE ONES STOMACH... It is at the point that I DO NOT even have to eat anything for my stomach to react like a VOLCANO! I NEVER been through this and I am OPEN FOR SUGGESTIONS AND ADVICE FROM ALL!

      Treatments

      Aciphex Working / Worked
      CAN NOT TAKE IT FOR MY INSURANCE WONT COVER IT!!! What is one to do!??
      Nexium Considering
      I heard about the "Little Purple Pill" but does it really work for "REFLEX"??
      Prilosec Considering
      How is this on "REFLEX" as well as the BURNING???
      Protonix Considering
      I become a walking medicince cabnet any more and I am at the point of BRAKEING- I NEED RELIEF but I need to know HOW WELL DOES THIS WORK??? OR DOES IT???
      Zantac Working / Worked
      JUST A THOUGHT AND A PRAYER THAT THIS WORKS I JUST STARTED THIS REGIMENT SO I WILL HOPE TO SEE RESULTS SOON!!!
      Antacids Working / Worked
      Oh just the THOUGHT of having to swollow that YUCKIE white stuff AGAIN makes me want to choke BUT WHAT IF it does the trick!?? HOW CAN I PSYC MYSELF UP TO TRY IT AGAIN!??
    • Open Insomnia

      Being Bi-Polor Insomnia is something to be expected! Having Fibromyalagia it is something that HAPPENEDS... All I want is it to COME TO AN END ONCE AND FOR ALL! I am TIRED OF BEING "WERIOD" or "DIFFERNT THEN OTHERS" any more! All I want is to SLEEP UN-MEDICATED like "NORMAL PEOPLE" and like I ONCE USE TOO DO SO!!!

      Treatments

      Lunesta Considering
      The commericals make it all sound oh so good but IS IT REALLY!??
      Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
      I take 200mg a night and IF I DON'T... well you see where I am at 2am right now huh!??
    • Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)

      For the LONGEST time I had the PAIN and QUESTIONS but NEVER any answers! Well-The light has shined and I actually found a doctor who cared enough to LISTEN and run 20 different tests on me TRING to give me ANSWERS and that is what I got besides IBS that is :) Hey you GOT to joke some or you'll just CRY and Cry and CRY and I done MORE then my share of that for sometime to come now!

    • Open Pet Bereavement

      I am a cat lover in 21 years I been blessed with 7-cats in my life and GOD took back 3 of them now! I presently have four cats 3 girls and 1 boy sadly enough I am being forced to say GOOD BYE to my Baby Boy who will be 10 1/2 years old MONDAY 11/12/07 This is the SECOND and LAST fight he has and I really am NOT ready to let go! HOW CAN ONE!?? Cat's...they are soooo easy to LOVE yet so HARD to let go of!

    • Open Body Modification

      I am a TATTOO NUT I have 19 right now and want (SO I SAY) Just 3 more but you all know how that goes! I was a LATE BOOMER got my 1st tat @ 33 and today I am 42 and STILL GOING! Can't wait to share my "ART" with you all and see yours all in return!

    • Open Menopause

      I know this may sound almost IMPOSSIBLE but it is TRUE! I am 42 years old and reached Menopause! I haven't had a "VISTOR" since Aug. 07' Not that I miss it or anything I HATE the HOT/COLD flashes and I wonder about the WHY'S I TRY not to dwell on it for I got MORE then my share of worries in life to worry about something that really might not even matter! Any how I have LOTS of questions BUT just afraid to ask in shame or embaresment! Maybe in time huh!?? Bear with me here OK!??

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