Journal Entry for July 10, 2009
I've always wondered why I loved you, and I guess I'll never know.
I can't let you see me like this
it's too painful for the both of …
I'm Kyna, I'm 17 and live in large town that is slowly developing into something interesting. My friends are generally as screwed up as I am...though most of them aren't talking to me anymore. A lot of things are complicated for me...I read a lot, but I'm not a fan of writing (on occasion I will write but not much). Playing video games and role playing online is something I enjoy. I have cmt, and am in pain from it most of the time. I've suffered from depression since I was about seven, but recently it has changed, I'm bipolar. No one gets why I'm the lucky one in the family. I'm an indigo, , like the one I love...yay!...Send me a message or something if you want to get to know me, or want to talk.
I'm Kyna, I'm 17 and live in large town that is slowly developing into something interesting. My friends are generally as screwed up as I am...though most of them aren't talking to me anymore. A lot of things are complicated for me...I read a lot, but I'm not a fan of writing (on occasion I will write but not much). Playing video games and role playing online is something I enjoy. I have cmt, and am in pain from it most of the time. I've suffered from depression since I was about seven, but recently
I like reading, I do it more than watching tv (which is unlike most teenagers) J'adore parler français. Though, Je sais, Je suis non tres bien. Kevin Smith movies are amazing, I love vampires, shape-shifters and magic. My true friends mean a lot to me, but they're pretty hard to find...I like movies and girls' nights out. = )
I like reading, I do it more than watching tv (which is unlike most teenagers) J'adore parler français.
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Kyna updated their status 1:14pm
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Kyna and iGoTCharisma are now friends 6:56am
I've always wondered why I loved you, and I guess I'll never know.
I can't let you see me like this
it's too painful for the both of …
Unrest of spirit is a mark of life; one problem after another presents itself and in the solving of them we can find our greatest pleasure.
Kal Menninger
been ok. How about you. It's been awhile.
Just thought I'd leave you a hug to cheer you. Take care hon.
Kim
Sorry I haven't been on much.....I barely have a chance right now to check my messages. I have missed talking to you so much. Until my wife is better from getting t-boned by an 18 wheeler it will be tough for me to get on here....looks like you haven't been on lately either.
I was diagnosed about a year ago after being told for years that the pain I was in was all in my head. I am the first known case in my family.
I started cutting in sixth grade after being emotionally abused for years from my sister. I was to the point where I didn't know what else to do. I had seen it on tv and figured it was worth a shot. I got addicted and did it pretty often for two years. Stopped for awhile when my sister left, then started again. Again when she moved I pretty much stopped, now she's back and I've started again.
Was a theory for awhile and now it is the truth, as of 12/30/2008.
My best friend, my brother, my soul is in jail for murder.