URGH!
I feel terrible! All week I have had what I thought was just a normal head cold, but as the week has gone on, it got worse, along with my anxiety and palpitations. so, yesterday, I went to the docs and he checked me over and it turns out I have a sinus and ear infection and I am now on antibiotics. Fun eh?!
I feel so unwell and my anxiety has increased loads because I cannot breathe and I feel crap!
Really hope these antibiotics kick in soon because its making my weekend suck!
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Hmmm, I havent written in here for a while so best update you lot on whats been happening in my life!!
Ok, some of you might know that back in January I had a car accident. Someone drove into the back of my car while I was stopped at some red traffic lights. I hurt my neck and the back of my car got damaged. Anyway, I put a claim in with my insurance company and they called me yesterday to tell me that the guy who hit me is not insured. GRRRRR! I am sooooo angry! Why do people drive with no insurance?! I'm going to take it further because its not fair. I pay my insurance every year so what gives him the right to drive on the roads with no insurance??
Was told a couple of weeks ago by my boss that my company was going to make 14 people redundant in my department. Was told on Friday last week that my job is safe!! WOOOOHOOOO! I was so nervous about it because I really didnt want to lose my job....it sent my anxiety through the roof a bit but I dealt with it which I'm really pleased about.
I will be really sorry to see some people leave my department though. Its not been a nice time these last few days as some of the people being made redundant are my friends.
Booked a holiday in June.....Something I thought I wouldnt be able to do with my anxiety! But I am really looking forward to it and will not let my anxiety get the better of me! Dont get me wrong, will be nervous when I go but I am determined to enjoy myself!
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been there done that on the insurance thing. some (explitive) hit my beautifully restored classic mustang back in november and then ran! got his plate and turned him in, no insurance, suspended tags and of course the cops won't do a damn thing. thats ok, i reported him to the state and his license and registration will be suspended for 1 year and he has to pay a huge amount of fines to get them reinstated and if they catch him, he's going to jail. sweet. i suppose there is some kind of justice, even if its only moral and not monetary.
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Well 2008 is here! Im quite excited as its a brand new year....im going to make some changes this year....a fresh start and im going to do things right (instead of fucking them up like i usually do!!)
I have caught this horrible cold virus thats been going round. Everyone in my office has had it and now its my turn! :-( I have every symptom going too....sore throat, cough, headache and bones ache. EURGH! Was at work today and i could hardly talk to my consultants as my voice seems to be disappearing. Nice eh?! Ah well, will have to stock up on my vitamin C and hope for the best!
I had a really good new years eve (even though i felt unwell) It was a good laugh and even though i couldnt drink (because i was driving home) i still had a good time. Didnt get to bed until 4am so was pretty tired but thats the fun of new years eve!
Cant believe how quickly 2007 has gone by. I wonder if this year will go so quick? Im definitely going to make the most of it though.....just got to get rid of this damn virus thing first!
Definitely want to move out this year too. So will get the ball rolling soon. Doubt i will be able to afford to buy a place at the moment (the house prices here are sooooo expensive!) but will see what happens. I work for a mortgage company so im sure i could get something sorted out! I dont mind renting though but would be nice to buy.
i got in touch with my brother and sister (my dads other children from a previous marriage before he met my mum) I havnen't seen them for ages and we lost contact but now we are in touch again which is really great!!
Anyway thats enough for now!
Love Vicki xxx
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I wanted to thank you for your comments on my post and I am sorry you are not feeling well. It really does help I think to know there are other people out there suffering almost the exact same thing that I am. When I was 25 or 26 I had the exact same thing with a cold and palpitations. After having these reoccurences the last 3 weeks it has reminded me what a toll anxiety can take and how much it can take from you. I hope we all can make progress together and I am sure we can.
jsty
I hope that you feel better soon hunny xxx
jagman
Hope your feeling better now...
Know what you mean, when im ill my anxiety can go through the roof, guess cos of the difficulty breathing like you said and just the general increased stress levels your under. This (the anxiety) often makes it harder to recover to so it really is important that you stay tucked up in bed and try to be as relaxed as you can. Anxiety and illness really do SUCK!!! So take it easy......... :)
lloyd999