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pgreen 
5:32pm Thursday
Boxes everywhere, stuff all over the place, and my heart just trying to take in the reality of what this all means. Closure, endings, good byes, the slowing down of the treadmill so, I can get off and stop the insanity of the daily stressors of rat racing all around me.
On a cognitive level, I know that I will be retireing after 30 years, yet in my gut it still hasn't taken hold of me. All my friends and acquaintences a work look at me and ask, " well, how much longer ?" It feels so strange to believe that my turn is rapidly approaching . All I know and believe,is that it isn't an ending for me rather a new beginning. That is where I focus. My JOB, as professional as I have been over the years allowed me the vehicle to take care of my family and impact many peoples lives. Still, at the end of each day, my job was never my identity. I think so many people confuse what we do for who we are. I never did and that is why I have difficulty in understanding the somewhat degree of jealousy that I experience. I consider myself blessed that Ieach day I complete the daily cycle safely and without leaving and skeletons in the closet to come back and haunt me....
I am excited about new opportunities to grow and accomplish more. I want to write a book combining my experiences and personal insights /philosophies on my career as a evolving human being. Time will tell...
I know that to whom much is given, much is expected. My life has been rich with opportunities to serve God and bring glory to Him through my role modeling. The journey will continue.
My life has been enriched by the new friends I have met and befriended on this site. I endeavor to be a friend and return some of the love I have acknowledge being given and blessed with by my Creator.
Thank you for sharing in my adventures and journey. Together we can do what we cannot do alone!
Phil
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Here's to new beginnings. A new chapter in the book of Dr. Phil. I know a lot of people I work with are so wrapped up in what they do. Since I never really related to it, even though it's fun and the money is good, I think it'll make it easier when I can finally say "buh bye" for the last time, ha. XOXO
Gabrador
If I were a drinking woman, I would open a bottle of the finest champagne and drink a toast to your new beginning in paradise. I am probably one of the few people that can say I know how you feel about the boxes everywhere, ending a part of your life and starting a new one.. I must reveal to you that a certain gentleman from Sheveport has been writing me and is so sweet, I think he has a crush on me and I think he is pretty cute too.. you never know... we may have made a match... he lost a son and we met up in a group for bereaved parents that are now single.., well I will keep you posted, I am supposed to close tomorrow, HA! it will never happen. I love you, have a great day... ssmoooooooochhhhhhhh
Paindora
GOD BLESS YOU,I ADMIRE YOU,IM SO VERY HAPPY YOURE DOING SOMETHING GREAT FOR YOU,CHANGE IS AMAZING,REFRESHING,RENEWING,REWARDING,GO WITH THE GUSTO MY DEAR FRIEND,GO GET ALL YOU SO DESERVE,RELAX,ENJOY! LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE,GET ON YOUR HORSE AND RIDE INTO THE PERFECT SUNSET WITH MANY BLESSINGS.PEACE AND MUCH LOVE...NAMASTE,WAHIYA SHAMANWOLF
shamanwolf
Prayers for you and your new beginnings! It's truly a bit frightening. I'll be making a big move shortly with the boxes and all that, just wish Creator would show me a clearer path. The jealously thing is so very human, I always stop when I feel that way because it really is nowhere (the human ego is a terrible thing). I'm wishing you all the best on your new journey and so honored to be your friend. Thanks for always reminding me, we are never alone. xxxooo
dkay
Change...aaahhh...IT's ALWAYS changing, turning, birthing...coming and going at the same time.
Change is bittersweet yet SO ALIVE!
Blessings to you my fellow traveler, the end of the road is never in sight...thank you for your love,
Janis xoxoox
moonstar
Yes the big day is looming...it's this bit of the game thst's messy. Like you say, boxes everywhere, all those Goodbye's...but once the move is made you will really start to enjoy your life aagain Phil..I just know it! Writing your book..giving the talks you love doing, meeting new friends, and being WARM..away from those relentless Chicago Winters that freeze car doors open! Time to reflect, meditate, and enjoy natural surroundings without the worry of 'work on Monday morning' again. You have been such a wonderful friend...and some lucky people in C.R. are going to have a great new neighbour! I wish you everything that's good and wonderful! Love, Diana.
twilightmoon