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pgreen 
5:32pm Thursday
This is the third week of my diet change. My belt has gone doen 2 notches which equal about 10 lbs. My energy level hasn't really changed that much- still under alot of stressor , especially the crazy weather and drivers with death wishes. Excitement and fear. There has always been some part of me that fear success and being totally happy. As much as I try to just let go and enjoy the moment there seems to be lurking this unresolved part of me that says " hey, you don't deserve happiness'. Like, if I took all the events in my life as a sign, then it could make me believe this sh-t.
Still, I feel and know that I do deserve to celebrate the good feelings that success brings. Why is it so hard to be totally accepting ? Must be tied in my childhood disappointments
I have come a long way; still have a long way to go! I am ready for the next step in the journey. I am commited. My health; physical, mental and spiritual are the most important friends that must accompany as I have learned that in the end we are alone and noone can do to or for us what we will not do for ourselves...
I AM WORTH IT
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(((((((PHIL)))))))) YOU are WORTH IT !
Was very moved and inspired by your entry.
Stay strong and committed hon :)
Love and hugs,
Monica xo
Monica58
Great job on your journey. Hope you've been able to hit a lot of meetings. You sound really positive. XOXO
Gabrador
That's wonderful about the weight going down! Good for you!! Enjoy your successes as they come! Let go and be happy! Now say it.... "I am happy!!"... louder... now... FEEL it! "I AM HAPPY!!" Hehe! Weee! :) The point is.... if you are happy, for the love of all that's holy, feel happy!
All the best to you!
Robinsolo