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pgreen 
5:32pm
My denial is killing me. I can wish all I want , but the truth is if I want to get on with my recovery it's up to me. Sometimes I have this unrealsitic expectation and think someone ( like maybe a parent ) will give me the permission to be happy and recognize and endorse all that I have done. Her I am 53 and still have wishful thinking.
So, for today since there is ice on the roads and I am tired of urban terrioist who drive cars and endanger others with their vechicle seeking weapons of destruction I am choosing to saty home from work and parent myself with so tlc and proactivity. Not to mention I will have time to enjoy the space from work . Who knows what joyfulness today will bring me! I GIVE MYSLEF PERMISSION TO HAVE SOME FUN AND BE ON THE RECEIVING END, EVENTHOUGH I AM AFRAID TO HAVE FUN AND ADMITT I NEED TO !!!
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thats good that you have a good attitude. marilyn
dallas2
I hope you had some fun today, if for no other reason, just to enjoy yourself and forget about life for a while. :)
Robinsolo
is chicagoland a cty ir do u live in chicago? I live in Az so we aint familar w/all the rest of the usa @ least not lame nicknames! :) Can I ask what ur in denial about? i may be able to help, even tho i got no couch & no goatee & writing tablet, lots of ppl seek my advice. I'm told its sensible & fer sure it aint sugarcoated
God Bless
chipchip