pgreen's Journal

  Last night (t-day) I was alone. How familiar  at this stage of my life. I am not happiy with the aloneness but in a theraputic way know that this is healing for my spirit and allowing my to generate closure for all the painfilled years. None of my children called as they were with their maternal grandparents and as always in the grandparents perception I was the viewed as the profrssional care provider. It has hurt more in the past; but everyone does what they do and I as have the CHOICE how I comprehend their actions. IS it an example of parental unconditional love?

  Whatever, I am ok today have a busy weekend and the reirement clock is ticking rapidly onwards. AAAAAAAAAh, there is so much to be thankful for, and just for today the heart beats strongly and joy fills my soul.