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pgreen 
1:39pm, October 23, 2009
Well, the last 2 weeks are over and done with ! I learned a lot and have let go of the hurt and disappointments cause to me by others...
Today, I borrowed a car and went for a drive in the beautiful sunny day. I drove through the mountain range into a wealthy suburb ( called Lindora) and stopped for a sugar free cappuccino( caramel/vanilla flavored). It was great ! I allowed myself space to enjoy the surroundings, the fresh air and the sereneness. What a blessing... bI can't wait untill the rainy season is over ( as in mid- november) !
I have some decisions to confront and make- but I will allow them to unfold to me. Part of my disappointments come from expectations in others- I need to be more in the flow of just letting things be... I wonder if any one else suffers from terminal amnesia? I do forget that as I change and grow ;others do not necessarily..... Expectations become unfulfilled and produce hurt.
It's interesting how life grants us the opportunites to correct our mistakes and than help others to learn by our examples. The existential question become is the mistake we made , really mistakes or self created lessons to remind us of where we really are? Many times we choose to keep repeating experiences untill we recognize that we have choice to break the cycles and let go once and for all. I guess that is called closure. In the end, we are only where are thoughts take us and allow us to be.
I am so blessed that I had today to know that the sun does shine within and without
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You are strong and getting stronger my friend! Bless you!!! Wally
wallyw44
Great attitude!
Cliffenstein
I adore your ways of thinking,and Doing,not just Wanting to do things>>Many blessings>>Sis
shamanwolf
Dr Phil, I cant wait for the sun to shine for you there. It seems like a bit of added torture to get to paradise then have to wait for the sun. well you are strong enough to make it through. I sure hope you will find your smile in that sunshine, bless you.
your friend,
Cynthia
Paindora
Glad the sun is shining for you! It is for me too! :)
We never stop learning, do we?
Robinsolo
Phil, you are making progress just by taking in the sun regardless of what others do. Hopefully we learn from the life lessons of our mistakes, and don't suffer from amnesia so we are condemned to repeat them. Keep hanging in there Phil. You are on the right track.
katznbearz