Journal

So I quit the convenience store. I haven't worked in such bad management in a piss poor enviroment dripping in negativity in my entire life! It was awful! Well thankfully Kmart and Target hired me right on the spot. Here's my hours....Kmart will be working me as a stocker from 4am-8am and Target most likely will be working me second shift from 2-10closing time. That leaves me with very little sleep. Kmart is paying me 8.00 and Target 7.25. I really need the money but I'm really worried about the stress that this may cause me too. I'm glad I'm on meds that will control the panic attacks. My husband is pretty concerned about me. That's why he's trynig to fine work close by. I need his help! I'm so lonely! I don't have any friends around here!

um...*blush* here's a medical problem I'm having...Okay so my doctor put me back on the pill to regulate my period and she said I could just.."go off" the pill whenever my husband and I feel like trying again. Problem is whenever I DO go off the pill, my period waves byebye and its irregular for months! Is going on and off the pill bad? Because a friend of mine told me that being on the pill so long (i've been on the pill since I was 15) can throw me into early menopause. I'm kinda scared. Plus I'm on prozac and my nipples *blush* i'm kinda embarressed about talking about this...but my nipples have been sore and sensitive. When I'm on my period that goes away but then it starts back up again. The doctor said its probably because of the combo of being on the pill and prozac that make them hurt like that. Sometimes they're itchy...which i blame on dry skin. Am I alone here?? what should i do? any advice would be SO appreciated. Luv ya's!

That's a topic I wrote in my infertility community. Anyone out there relate?

I'm so sorry I haven't been on laltely at replying to ya'lls comments. I'll catch up as soon as I can. I still luv all of you and you're always in my prayers!