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4:08am, December 12, 2008
Two weeks ago, I was celebrating having a new baby with my fiance and my family and friends, this past week, I was mourning the loss of that baby.It's funny when everything in your life seems to be going so well, and time is flying by- then you are hit with a brutal reality like a miscarriage.Life is really a wild ride, I told my fiance that it was so much like a rollercoaster ride.The past few days, it is as if I have had to remind myself that I was no longer pregnant when I wake up in the morning.
In my heart, I know it just wasn't time to have another child.As my friend said, "you have been through so much emotionally and physically in the past few years, this was just nature's way of telling you your body isn't done healing." I have to believe in that statement, for it is so true.
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I am so sorry. I was pregnant last year (3 1/2 months)and my BF and I went to his family cookout where they announced our pregnancy. My BF was so excited about it because he has no children and didn't seem to be able to. The next day I lost the baby and haven't been able to conceive since then. It was very hard on both of us. I do believe that if it was meant to be it would have happened. LOL
lostmysanity
I am so sorry for your loss. LIfe can be a crazy ride. I hope you get thru this with a smile.
ALWAYSup
I am terribly sorry for your loss!
VickiSm
I am so sorry. That has got to be really tough. Prayers for you..
smileyotr
The loss of your child is traumatic, but will get through this. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope the God of your understanding will take care of us all.
Hugs, and many,many prayers Connecticut
connecicut
I know how you feel...I had been through this 4 times...Being sooo Excited and then have the floor drop right under your feet...I truly Believe Everything happens for a Reason!!!
For me, I never was able to have my own children but God had another plan..I now have 3 of best "step Sons" a women could ever wish for....I am their Mother in every way..... I was in a Very bad place during each of my Pegnancies...So to not go Crazy I have to believe....I am now in a great place in my life and I try not to take life for Granted..
A prayer sent to you and your Family... :)
(((Healing Hugs)))
Donna
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