well.
October 16, 2009 4:43pm
me and Desiree are no longer together.
happily.
we are good friends thoughh.
i wanna live in the bay area.
with my …
Goal Completed on Nov 7, 08
boomer14
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About Me
boomer14
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About Me
im 17 now. i absolutly looooooovve my life now. =] OH.!! and I love myspace so if you have one add me.! my email is ptrk_str1@yahoo.com.!! ♥
im 17 now. i absolutly looooooovve my life now. =] OH.!! and I love myspace so if you have one add me.! my email is ptrk_str1@yahoo.com.!! ♥
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Mi AMOR &iFLy;
March 26, 2008 3:31pm
OMG.!
i AM SO PROUD OF ME AND My EX GiRL.!
i WAS WiTH HER FOR EASTER AND i STAyED THE NiGHT....
WE DiD NOT FiGHT ONCE.!
i AM SO PROUD OF MySLEF FOR …
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SCARED....
March 20, 2008 6:48pm
i AM SO SCARED BECAUSE My FRiEND LiKES My EX.
AND THAy FLiRT ALL THE TiME.
i THiNK THAT DESiREE [My EX] LiKES HER.
AND TODAy My FRiEND ASKED ME WHAT i …
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WOW.
March 14, 2008 2:43pm
i KEEP CUTTiNG.
THiS iS THE MOST AND THE WORST i HAVE EVER DONE.
BUHT i LiKE iT.
iM SORRy TO SAy THAT.
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heya Ive decided that im sending all of my freinds a hug today because i hardly eveer really talk to anyone on here properly and would love to get to know you all more xxxx
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missin u girl!
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srry we havent tlked in ages hope these help
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hey, how's it going?
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hey come back online! i misss you!
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Close Depression - Teen
I seem to always be depressed buht never able to get help. I have tried to see people buht for some reason I feel unwanted by them so I dont see them anymore. I cut myself to relieve all of my pain. It helps a lot.
Treatments
Close Family Issues
I often feel as if there is something inside of me and my parents when we get angry at eachother telling us to say or do stupid stuff that we dont mean. I love my parents and my siblings but we get in fights like all families, but sometimes we get carried away with most of our arguements. I hate it when we fight. most of the time I feel like going back to my old friend (the razor blade). I dont want my family to be like this forever.
Treatments
Open Self-Injury
I have been a cutter for a couple of years. I enjoy the pain that it causes. I feel relieved afterwards. Buht I am looking to stop. I can tell what it causes within my family and friends. I can tell they hurt even more than usual when I do cut. Buht sometimes I dont care about that. Sometimes Im just interested in what Im doing at the time.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- When im upset and thinking about cutting I listen to music. It calms me down At helps me to stop crying.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I can lt out all my feelings on paper no matter what.
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
I honestly do not like guys anymore. I still think guys are hot buht I dont want to have a relationship with one.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I love my ex girlfriend still. I have fallen so deep in love with her and she doesnt know it. We broke up because we argued about really stupid stuff like jealousy, insecurities, and trust. She never trusted me around other guys or girls. She thought she was gonna lose me every second of the day. I know she loves me still buht we have way to many problems to be together. Buht I will always love her and I hope she knows that.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
Open High School Stress
I have huge problems at school. I feel like everyone at school hates me. I dont really have any friends to talk to or hang out with. And now with all the stuff that happened between me and my ex girlfriend and her girlfriend a lot more people talk shit about me now. I really dont ever know what to do about all of that.
Open Eating Disorders
I starve myself when I get deppressed. Im never hungry anymore. Everyone gets sooo mad at me for not eating buht I cant eat when Im upset.
Open Shyness
Im really shy to like everyone I talk to. Sometimes when people wanna talk to me I ignore them because I think they are going to be mean to me. I hate being shy. Im only myself with half my family and my exgirlfriend.
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- My cats make me feel like someones really there to love me.
- Self-esteem Not Working
- Very very low self esteem. At school Im so afraid to be myself because Im afraid of people hateing me.
Open Adoption
My mom was adopted. I dont know my family history. I really would like it if I did. Buht I dont think that my mom knows that.
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
I have a lot of gay friends.
Open Phobia
Im terrified of blood. I know it sounds weird cause I do cut myself buht my blood is the only blood I am not afraid of. I get really grossed out and I start crying and everything, even if I see it on TV. I get soooo freaked out.
Open Coming Out
I guess I just came out last year. It wasnt hard.
Open Bisexuality
I prefer girls.
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