out of control
June 21, 2009 4:04pm
yesterday was a very bad day for me, but I did find out some things about my girlfriend that I needed to know but would rather of not. I went …
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i live my life on medication and feel that death would be the relief that i seek someday worse than others but it never goes away i want apain free life if it is possible i dont think that i need to suffer anymore.
i live my life on medication and feel that death would be the relief that i seek someday worse than others but it never goes away i want apain free life if it is possible i dont think that i need to suffer anymore.
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November 24, 2007 6:20am
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Journal Entry for November 13, 2007
November 13, 2007 12:13am
i have spent 44yrs. as aman and child in pain that can not be seen only felt.driving me to the need for releif that only suicide can do. but some …
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Rainbow
Look to the future with hope and a strong will, you will overcome this. It will get better & easier, promise. It may take a little time. Just hang tough, my friend!!
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just read some of your info....and i want you to know i'm here for you when ever you need to share or want some support......remember you are never alone...i too have chronic pain, and some days i wish it would just end...but i know it's the pain talking to me....so i wait it out and soon i feel like i can go on....i think it's a normal response to constantly hurting.....of course;..being a nosy woman; ...i was wondering what type of pain medications you are on...sometimes your meds can mess with your emotions...try talking to your dr. about how you feel, and maybe he can change some of your meds so you will feel better about yourself......i see you mentioned going to the bar...none of my business;..but it sounds like your female friend is in need of a.a. ... what i call "drunk talk" can really hurt the other person.....trust me..i have that t-shirt....soooooooo! .... sorry for rambling on.....just want to let you know i'm here for you ....let's talk!!!...l.o.l. ...sending caring hugs,..many prayers,..and much luv, ....weezie... :0)
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Rainbow
Sooner or later we will both reach our rainbow! Hang in there Hun, things can only get better! Hugs---C
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Ray of Sunshine
Cheer up sweetie the best is yet to come! Glad to meet ya! we'll talk again soon, my new friend---------Cheryl
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- i found that being with her is what caused my deep depression so getting away from her was what i needed to do my life isn't painful anymore
Open Infidelity
i suffer from ptsd from a kidnapping and rape when i was 5yrs. old. and i was shot in the neck with a 45cal. two yrs ago someone tried to rob me. i went into deep depression state and the woman i was with for the last five yrs. well she cheated on me and i seen the marks on her neck and called her on it . it took awhile for her to fessup so i moved out. three months later she wanted to get back together and i went for it cause i still loved her.
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- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- i dont trust her anymore and feel she is up tp something or someone
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