Journal Entry for August 19, 2009
So, I talked to my regular physician yesterday about my cholesterol. I have lost weight, doing cardio more regularly, changed my eating habits …
I have recently been diagnosed with bp. It is a relief and very scary at the same time. I have since come to understand and recognize when I am in a cycle. It is scary, but I am learning to react appropriately. It's tough, I tend to be mixed and a rapid cycler. At least 4 episodes since November of 07. For the first time I do not feel the turmoil that I have struggled with for so long. It is wonderful. I am no longer ashamed of the disease (yes, I have it but I am not it.) I do discuss it more readily and look at it as a way to teach others and disperse the stereotypes of those around me.
I have recently been diagnosed with bp. It is a relief and very scary at the same time. I have since come to understand and recognize when I am in a cycle. It is scary, but I am learning to react appropriately. It's tough, I tend to be mixed and a rapid cycler. At least 4 episodes since November of 07. For the first time I do not feel the turmoil that I have struggled with for so long. It is wonderful. I am no longer ashamed of the disease (yes, I have it but I am not it.) I do discuss it more readily
my kids, reading, cooking especially baking. I love having people over for gettogethers, especially for no particular reason
my kids, reading, cooking especially baking. I love having people over for gettogethers, especially for
So, I talked to my regular physician yesterday about my cholesterol. I have lost weight, doing cardio more regularly, changed my eating habits …
Changed my Geodon from 60 back down to 40mg on Friday the 14th. Today (17th) was a crazy day. It didn't go real well at work and my …
Life truly sucks sometimes. Today is the first time that I had to ask for help to get through my job. I was so despondant and on the …
It has been a long time since writting. Things have been moving so fast, it's hard to find time. Overall, I've been pretty …
So, I made an appointment to get into the IOP. They have me coming in next Wed. for an assessment. It is tiring going through …
Hello
Hello from another beeper, I love that you see life like myself in that we have bp but are not bp. It is so hard for people to hear this and understand.
Hoping you make it through this time.
hope u feel better
thanks
I found out yesterday (11/12/07) that I most likely am bipolar. To be honest it scares the sh_t out of me. I like to feel like I am in control - now I find out that I haven't been for a long time. Currently I am working through my anger at the medical field. This isn't the first time in my life that I have been misdiagnosed. How can you go to "professionals" for so long and they just don't get it. So, I'm coming to terms right now - time wlll tell with the rest.
My daughter was dxed with aspergers about 1 yr ago. I am always looking for ways to help her. I am bipolar - so things get rather interesting. My daughter is 12 and definitly preteen.
I currently weigh 275lbs. My goal weight is 165lbs. I have always been a larger person, but generally keep my weight even. In the last 8 years I put on more and more. I need to change it and hope I get the support here.