I am 49 years young, female, I am in luv wiz my computer, I am a fan crezy member of Netflix and all things movies, and I enjoy a buffet of music including but not all my all time fav Christmas carol "O Holy Night", ~ Tis the Season ~, Andrea Bocelli, Celine Dion, Josh Groban, the Irish singer Tommy Flemming, Celtic Woman, "DANCE TO THE MUSIC" and lemme see Rockin to the Oldies. I enjoy the simple moments such as laughing along with my granddaughter, "What does an elephant say?" I try to stay focused on the possitive in all negative situations. I'd much rather have a manic face than a sad clown face. Last but not least and certainly never the end because than there wouldn't be an edit button, "Nothing happans without a reason."
I am 49 years young, female, I am in luv wiz my computer, I am a fan crezy member of Netflix and all things movies, and I enjoy a buffet of music including but not all my all time fav Christmas carol "O Holy Night", ~ Tis the Season ~, Andrea Bocelli, Celine Dion, Josh Groban, the Irish singer Tommy Flemming, Celtic Woman, "DANCE TO THE MUSIC" and lemme see Rockin to the Oldies. I enjoy the simple moments such as laughing along with my granddaughter, "What does an elephant say?" I try to stay focused
December 21, 2008 10:07am
Good Sunday Morn all lovely people. Tis the first day of winter. Christmas is right around the corner and for us po folks we have been busy gathering …
December 17, 2008 12:41pm
Looking for the love and support of new friends PLEAZZZZE inquire Thanks
December 17, 2008 12:17pm
"I'm back!"
Dissapear unto night Oh Joy to reappear when it is light.
Hi y'all my sweet bean people thought I'd left …
August 10, 2008 12:01am
LONELIENESS...
STANDING IN A ROOM FULL OF EMPTY PEOPLE
JOY...
IN REALIZING I'M NOT ALONE BECAUSE I HAVE MYSELF
July 17, 2008 12:19pm
HI YA ALL...
TO ALL OF YOU I KNOW AND TO THOSE OF YOU I DON'T KNOW. NOTHING OLD NOTHING NEW. I'VE MISSED POSTING.
ALONG WITH ALL THESE …
Thank you for the marble story. It brought tears to my eyes but a peace to my heart for all I've done for others in life. May they too feel for me in life and after I'm gone as those did for him.
thought i would send you a hug x
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Wow Susan, I haven't been on but twice since we moved. So much to catch up. I am still living in chaos with constant construction. I will have to email. Love Ya
I was first diagnosed with what I choose to call MP 21 years ago and up to this point have never been able to find the information I was successfully able to obtain thru this site until now nor been able to find a therapist or treatment facility to assist me in getting the adequate help I have so desparately needed and wanted all these years. I was so overjoyed to find this info. There are so few if any I have found in all my years who fully understand.
I was diagnosed with hypo thyroid disease 23 or so years ago. It can really be a roller coaster sometimes. Losing weight for me takes a tremendous amount of effort and very little weightloss. I get tired easily. With routine bloodwork I seem to be ok right now.
I had a pregnancy related stroke 23 years ago and I have been on and off meds for HBP. So far so good. I go in for routine checkups.
I began taking meds 5 years ago. I have a family history of HC along with various other factors I have since changed like watching diet.
I have suffered from anorexia and bolemia all my life and even though its under control at the present it still has a way of controlling me. I did'nt experiance obesity problems until after the birth of my second child at 18. I am now 47 and its an everyday challenge for me.
I was just recently diagnosed with ADHD within this past year. At least I have a much better understanding why I've struggled so much over the years and in school. I have opted against the use of meds.
I have eating disorders all my life. I am a compulsive overeater as well anorexic and bolemic. I have the anorexia and bolemia under control although the comfort and compulsion to overeat has now switched places. I feel as though I can never win.
Widespread physical, emotional, as well sexual abuse beginning about the age of 2. I have undergone on again off therapy now for 30 years and I've been on a number of meds. I have since finally found a wonderful therapist and I've been stable on meds now for 10 years. Everyday though no matter the situation is a challenge in some way.
I began self abusing as a small child. Altough I am not self abusing at this time I do have the thoughts.
A lifetime of sexual abuse beginning at about 2. I am always ither in denial of or have no memory of or windows of memory.
A lifetime of alcohol and drug addiction. I am now 21 years sober and clean!
A lifetime of anxiety. It follows me like my shadow. Therapy in a combination of meds works well for me.
I have had on again off again depression for as long as I can remember. I have suffered alot of loss in my life and deal with chronic everyday stressers. I am pretty isolated and feel lonely much of the time. I have tried a ton of meds over the years all of which I ran reactions to. What the professionals term treatment resistent. I am currently seeing a wonderful therapist. I am really just looking for consistent friend support.
I am a mom with a son serving in the Army. He served a total of 18 months combat and 2 tours in Iraq. We were extremely close until his last deployment and returning home. He changed and I have'nt found a way to deal with my grief. I miss him everyday in some small and big way. Thats about it.
I have suffered a great many emotional losses over the years. I am having a difficult time making a clear definition between loss thru death and the emotional grief suffered thru people, places, and situations. I know that might sound alittle confusing because it is for me. Obviously thats why I came here looking for people I could relate to.
