Journal Entry for November 14, 2007
November 14, 2007 12:01pm
what to
what to say
each and every shitty day
should i end it
should i cope
or should i just start dope
suicidal thoughts tieing me i knots
what to do …
beck4 
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About Me
beck4
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About Me
i love art 14 years old one sister a dad and a so called mom i have anxiety problems i weigh 289 pounds i am borderline diabetic i have panic attacks everyday i take anti depressants my mom is the cause of most ofmy problems and has done very terrible things to my poor father and sister and i but there are too many to list but if you guys ask i will tell all so please help me out with my hair pulling and other problems oh and my name is rebecca
i love art 14 years old one sister a dad and a so called mom i have anxiety problems i weigh 289 pounds i am borderline diabetic i have panic attacks everyday i take anti depressants my mom is the cause of most ofmy problems and has done very terrible things to my poor father and sister and i but there are too many to list but if you guys ask i will tell all so please help me out with my hair pulling and other problems oh and my name is rebecca
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Close Hypothyroidism
i am on synthroid and have been for almost 3 years i am 14 and weigh 289 pounds and the doctors have been trying to regulate my dosage for about 3 years and it is still not right
Treatments
- Synthroid Not Working
- still have not gotten it regulated
Open Obesity
i am 14 289 pounds what else is there to tell
Treatments
- South Beach Diet Not Working
- Weight Watchers Not Working
Open Panic Attacks
i am 14 and i have panic attacks about 5 or 6 times a day
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- never worked at all
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- what a load of bull don't you think
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- just started
- Xanax Working / Worked
- just a quick fix
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: Trichotillomaniai have just noticed that i am pulling my hair out and need some support
Open Stress Management
alwawys had problems with stress
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- it is relaxing
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni am 14 and have been depressed since i was 6
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- not much of a change
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- only support from my wonderful father and none from my mom or sister or anyone else
- Writing Not Working
