i am a 58 year old female, born on the east coast of canada, 4 grown children , i was married twice and no longer with either man, i have some health problums, not life treatning at this time, i am a kind loving sensitive person who puts others wants and needs first, i love to laugh, but can't right now, read, i write some poetry and songs, help other people if i can, i am with an older man now, its just not working out, i feel sad and lonely, and tired of all this, i need some advise, am i wrong?
i am a 58 year old female, born on the east coast of canada, 4 grown children , i was married twice and no longer with either man, i have some health problums, not life treatning at this time, i am a kind loving sensitive person who puts others wants and needs first, i love to laugh, but can't right now, read, i write some poetry and songs, help other people if i can, i am with an older man now, its just not working out, i feel sad and lonely, and tired of all this, i need some advise, am i wrong?
i like to read, write poetry and watch some movies .music.FISHING CAMPING, NATURE LOVER, LIKE ALL SEASONS.LOVE RAIN, LOVE PEOPLE, , I LOVE TO SEE them LAUGH AND BE AS HAPPY AS THEY CAN, IT MAKES MY HEART FEEL GLAD, i wish i could do the same, not feeling sorry for my self, this time in my live i need to do something to get myself out of this situation, i feel so worn out.mentally and physically
i like to read, write poetry and watch some movies .music.FISHING CAMPING, NATURE LOVER, LIKE ALL SEASONS.LOVE
July 30, 2008 8:15pm
been living with a man for almost 3 years in the country,he sleeps alot until 5or 6pm,at first i thought we were a match made in heaven,he was …
November 14, 2007 10:22am
i am so looking forward to daily strenght
i am always looking for a way to meet true friends
i must be stronger then i think i am
to get through …
Hey how are you ?? I havent heard from you and Iwanted to no how your doing???? love ya!!! Caroline
I read your journal. I think you already know what you need to do. It'll be tough but living alone will be better than living with a man who is depressed and sucking the life out of you. Find peace within yourself first. Best wishes.
I'm ok but I see your having a promble I read your journal ,Please take care of yourself you dont need the stress love ya!!
What a cute avatar LOL -How are you today? hope your friday was a good one HUGS.......CAROLINE
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its so very hard to write this because i try to block almost everything out of my past,its been a very tough road to travel sexual and emotional abuse has paid a toll on me,and i have to carry that with me for the rest of my life,the feel of terror i felt when i was sexual abused when i was 5 years old is still with me now its been 50 years ago,but seems as if it was yesterday
top of my feet and ankles break out in tiny white pin size marks,my feet get very itchy and seems like the heat makes it worse,i use creams and sprays nothing seems to help,this usually happens at night and last about 1 hour,i mention it to my doctor but he just over looked it as if was nothing,got any ideas what this may be?
i have carpal tunnel in both hands,for 20 years now,i am looking forward to the surgery i have alot of pain and numbness,and have to wear splints,i can't lift any thing heavy,also have to use plastic dishes to eat from,glass is to heavy,surgery will be a relief for me.
3 years,living in the country,am mostly by myself all day because he sleeps very late,at first when we met i thought it was a match made in heaven,he was married twice before,both die from cancer,this house is full of both wives and his things from way back,he refuses to get rid of anything,the house is up for sale,and 2mortgages ,can't affood to stay here,i am worn out going throught things and packing,and i have carpal tunnel and arthritis,don't sleep together,no sexual fellings for this man,
