feeling kind of sick today. I might …
feeling kind of sick today. I might make an appoiment to my dr to see if i am having a baby o not. I feel movement and …
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Jakobsmommyalways 
1:54am, August 23, 2009
Well, we made it. Two years since I have held my baby now. And I am doing ok. I wont say it gets easier, only more routine. It was hard not having Jason here this year, him being in Iraq sucks. I miss my boys so much, not having Jakob here, and now Jason is gone too. we met at the gravesite and released balloons, then came back to the house for dinner and cake. I hope he enjoyed our balloons, and the fact that we honored him. I miss him more now than I did two years ago, but knowing I can get through the day without sobbing without control. I know I have not been on here a lot lately, but I am so busy with doc apts. Dylan, trying to get rest, the dog...and all of the stuff jason does I just dont have time. I should be in bed now. Actually I am heading there now. Lots of love to you all, and thanks.
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Happy 2nd birthday Jakob. Sorry you have been without him for two years. I hope today is peaceful. I'm sure he is so proud of you honoring him. Jason is in my prayers. Hugs and God Bless, Cynthia
crwtom
HAPPY SECOND ANGLE DAY BABY JACOB.MAKE SURE YOU WATCH OVER MOMMY AND MAKE SURE DADDY GETS BACK SOON AND SAFE.
EMMASDADDY
I'm glad you made it, consider the balloons kisses to heaven, that's what i tell people
Moosesmom
Glad you are doing OK, hon. I'm sure Jakob is sending you lots of angel hugs and kisses right now. HUGS.
Sienasmom
Glad you are doing okay since it's been 2 years.
HeathD