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Jakobsmommyalways
Female, 25, grovetown, GA
"Sent my husband off to Iraq last night, feeling down, exhausted, missing his arms around me..."
1:54am, August 23, 2009
Here we go again Mood
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Jason is leaving for Iraq again August 15th.  Totally sucks, i am so freaking out here.  Anxiety through the roof.  Feel like I am crawling out of my skin.  How in the hell am I going to do this again?  Knowing now what I didnt know then, that terrible things do happen, to us.  And those things you see on TV could be you tomorrow.  Makes me sick.  I thought I was done with this feeling.....the anxiety.  I was doing so good, now I have not slept in two days because of it. I am so stressed, tired, snappy with everyone.  And to top it off Jason has been gone since Monday, and wont come home until Friday.....training.  It makes it all too real. 
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  1. JoleneL

    I KNOW!! I am the SAME way! I now am a paranoid freak! Knowing that ANYTHING can happen to ANYONE!! I watch all of those medical shows and they scare me! I am always worrying about the kids getting a brain tumor or Justin choking. He is not vaccinated yet, so I worry about all of those things too. I disinfect the grocery carts before putting him in everytime.


    JoleneL

  2. HeathD

    I'm so sorry to hear about Jason leaving in August. Just enjoy your time with him before he leaves, and know he'll be back home before you know. I will be thinking of you and praying that he will be safe. You will be okay. You are a strong person. I am here for you.


    HeathD

  3. Fantonme

    So sorry you are having to go through this again. Know that we are all thinking about you and you have to remember that things will be different this time. Try to stay positive :)


    Fantonme

  4. LaylaF

    Oh Brandi I'm so sorry. I will be saying lots of prayers for you guys.


    LaylaF

  5. mommyoflily

    Oh honey. I wish I was there to hug you. We are here for you.


    mommyoflily

  6. crwtom

    I'm so sorry. I hate that he is having to go again and you're left with all this anxiety. Keeping you in my prayers. Hugs, Cynthia


    crwtom

  7. CarysDaniel

    I'm so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Tight hugs XXX


    CarysDaniel

  8. JonNKaysMom

    oh i'm so sorry. I'll be praying for you and your family.


    JonNKaysMom

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