kellie81's Journal

Well, I have been doing my college course now for nearly 5 weeks and OMG it is so tireing, but so much fun at the same time, this time last year I never thought I would even be able to feel happy again but I do, I know I still have a long way to go as far as my illness is concerned but I am getting there..the anxiety plays me up once in a while but I have 2 amazing friends on my course..1 of them I have known for 17 years and suffers from mental health issues himself and the other one is such a sweet girl who is always there for me if I am feeling down, she hasnt had any mental health issues herself but is always ready to help and listen if I need her too..If I feel down and feel like giving up she's always there to geer me on..I love all aspects of the course we have written stuff to do as well as the practical side of things and I really throw myself into it all..I miss my kids when I am there so that makes me appreciate them more..my relationship is still having some problems and I try so hard to tell him what I need but I guess men just don't listen and don't really take our needs into consideration.