October 26th, 2009
October 26, 2009 11:00pm
Its been quite some time, havent even logged on in almost a year. I guess thats something in itself.
Funny, I wonder if I only was writing …
Phoenix67
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About Me
Phoenix67
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About Me
Its about time I updated this. I am now an almost 36 year old, almost divorced, father of 4 children. The past year has been one of intense pain, but also joyful times, and incredible change. I now live with my best friend and am trying to make sense of life. I didnt know what would happen six months ago, and maybe now I do, or do I?
Its about time I updated this. I am now an almost 36 year old, almost divorced, father of 4 children. The past year has been one of intense pain, but also joyful times, and incredible change. I now live with my best friend and am trying to make sense of life. I didnt know what would happen six months ago, and maybe now I do, or do I?
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Journal Entry for November 9, 2008
November 9, 2008 8:54pm
8:48 PM - Giants and Eagles tied at 7. I had a good phone call with Sue. She's right, I am entitled to feel like I do, but also need to focus on …
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Journal Entry for November 9, 2008
November 9, 2008 7:27pm
7:17 PM, right before the Eagles game.
Here I am on the 13th month, and I am fucking miserable. I spent the weekend with my kids, and I just …
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Why is it difficult now?
October 8, 2008 3:55pm
I look at how I feel right now and I have a hard time understanding why.
Its been 1 year. I have a whole new life. People are constantly telling …
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Do I need a title?
October 6, 2008 8:23pm
8:22 PM
Look, this is a short one. Not a day goes by that I don't miss her. That's ok, there's nothing wrong with it.
Why does …
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Congratulations on getting this far. It's not an easy road, and there are many moments where you just wonder what the hell. Somehow we manage to pick up the pieces, we can see light at the end of the tunnel. We're a little battered, a little bruised - but it's a wodnerful feeling to get some sense of hope back. Acceptance is the hard part - and then moving on from there is another step in the right direction. I'm now 15 months into it - I still have days wondering what the hell happened - it simply is what it is, I've grown, I've survived so far, my kids have survived - each day we get closer to living again - there's so much hope for the future - I guess I just have to believe that it will be good again. All i can say is that it is better than it was a year ago and I expect next year at this time, it will be a little better again. So pat yourself on the back and be proud that you made it so far - best of luck to you for all that's to come.
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I read your post Phoenix67. Please be strong. I am going through those emotional ups and downs. When someone betrays us it is a very hurtful thing. I do understand but I also DO NOT understand why they did this to us. But some times its just better we understand ourselves first. We are not at fault so why should we suffer. So, I say to you this be independent, be strong see the world in a differnt light. Hold your head high. Take a deep breath and enjoy your children and your life because I do believe that there will be more and better happiness in our future! I'm also sending you a hug ok. Sincerely
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We had been married for 10 years, known each other for 19. She told me she wasn't happy, and I believe it and there are many reasons why. I moved out in early October.
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- Couples Counseling Not Working
- Leave Working / Worked
- Well, with me out, she says she's happy. I have found some good in it too.
- Music Working / Worked
- Patience Not Working
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- yes it works for me.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Not Working
- WE don;t talk much
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Thank God for This!
- Zoloft Working / Worked
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