My Path
April 17, 2009 11:18am
I really don't know if anyone else will read this thing but I will write nontheless and let my words roll thru your mind like honey on your …
Progress
25 %
Current Weight (Lbs)
190
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About Me
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About Me
IPost Traumatic Stress Disorder, Bi-Polar, GAD, Agoraphobia, OCD-so much for the tags! There is more to me than that and the longer I'm here on DS the more I realize that!
IPost Traumatic Stress Disorder, Bi-Polar, GAD, Agoraphobia, OCD-so much for the tags! There is more to me than that and the longer I'm here on DS the more I realize that!
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Interests
I love to write poetry, lyrical composition & have written several manuscripts. Haven't done anything with them yet, but it's on the to-do list! I'm all in to diy home improvements and decorating my home as well, it is my safe haven and every room is like a treasure to me!
I love to write poetry, lyrical composition & have written several manuscripts. Haven't done anything
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Journal Entry for January 22, 2009
January 22, 2009 1:48pm
I can't help but wonder where this road will lead me next. The roller coaster ride just never seems to end, it just goes on and on and …
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Almost a year!
November 2, 2008 4:55pm
November 9th, I'll be with DS a year! It seems so much has happened in the past year and the deperation that led me to search for source that had …
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Somewhere new
July 24, 2008 9:22am
Guess the suggested adjustments to meds are starting to work, actually climbed out of bed before noon today! I've got a small list of things to …
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hey 2 fast...thinking of you, i haven't been on all much this summer, but i'm back and anyway, i just wanted to check on my friends...a big hug your way, peace for u sister...hope your ok , love, maggie
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hey 2fast...feel so out of touch with my friends lately, hope you have a beautiful day, filled with deep peace, and free of all fear and pain....love, maggie
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Thinking of you and praying for peace and stability.......(((((Hugs)))))
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Hope you have a lovely Mother's day !
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
It's a long story and it hasn't ended yet!
Treatments
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- Has helped to some degree more so with depression but still suffer with repercussions of manic behavior
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Still suffer with suicical ideation and episodes of crying for no reason.
- Xanax Considering
- the anxiety and agoraphobic tendencies seem to slowly becoming worse, maybe dosage needs adjusting
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been battling depression and the repercussions for so many years, I don't want to count them!
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- It is the only thing that has lasted this long
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- what works one day, doesn't work the next!
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- can't afford it! can't trust just anyone and my psych is to high dollar for the uninsured
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Still helps! My husband, children, Mother & Father STILL stand beside me.
- Trazodone Not Working
- Mixed with their other cocktails, it caused me a crash (mental) and hallucinations
- Writing Working / Worked
- If wasn't for pen and paper, I would be lost, I hope we get it if we make it to heaven!
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Not quite effective as it once did, Dosage increase, discussing with doctor.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I have gained nearly 80lbs in the last year and my self-esteem is all all time low. I can't stand to look in the mirror and people are not allowed to take pictures of me. I don't want to see the me I have become.
Open Anxiety
I first started having severe anxiety attacks after I was robbed at gun point, they still haven't gone away and even with medication controlling the attacks are minimal.
Treatments
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Making myself breath in and out in a quiet environment helps to some degree.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- This has worked best for me! Although waking anxiety attacks and immediate onset in the mornings makes me wonder if my dosage needs adjusting.
Open Anger Management
I have in states of rage & anger done things I regret!
Open Prescription Drug Abuse
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