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sobernfree 
7:13pm, May 11, 2009
It's been one year to the day since my last entry in the journal here.Life has slowly got better and better.Many things have changed,the main one is that I've let down the wall and let someone into my heart in a way that I used to be too afraid to let anyone in.The times we have talked have been cherished,not endured,and I find myself caring very deeply for her.I get all happy when we get to contact each other,and I find myself suddenly very giving and open with her.Has God finally decided that I'm ready for this?Have I finally grown up enough to be able to do my part when it comes to having someone in my life?Do I have the courage and faith to give this wonderful woman all of me,no matter how little that may really be?All I know is she's touched me in ways that nobody has ever done before.She makes me think,makes me laugh,makes me happy.And it's just the beginning.I find myself asking what I've done that makes me worthy of having such feelings.But yet,I'm not scared,not afraid,not insecure.It really is nice to finally be a grownup.
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This is GREAT news! That means there is still hope for me! Yes, you deserve this! Keep me posted.
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