akira2006

Open Self-Injury

I am a cutter. I have always cut to calm down. Then went to OD'ing.

Treatments

Crying Working / Worked

Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked

I go to counseling, and see a doctor

Writing Working / Worked

It don't hele me anymore

Open Alcoholism

I was diagnosed as an alcoholic at the age of 15.

Treatments

12 Step Program Working / Worked

I was going to AA meetings twice a day, 7 days a week. Quit going in January.

Campral Working / Worked

I was taking campral when I was in psych care. Then continued with it until I gave up on everything and started drinking again

Crying Working / Worked

Crying Working / Worked

Writing Working / Worked

It don't hele me anymore

Faith Working / Worked

Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

I HATE MY LIFE. I WISH IT WOULD END. THERE IS NO POINT ANYMORE. NOT EVEN FOR MY FIANCE. I HATE IT. I HATE EVERYTHING. I NEED HELP BUT SOMETIMES I DON'T WANT IT.

Treatments

Crying Working / Worked

Writing Working / Worked

It don't hele me anymore

Cymbalta Not Working

THIS DID NOT DO A THING BUT MAKE ME WORSE

Faith Working / Worked

Lexapro Not Working

I OVERDOSED ON THIS IN JANUARY DID NOT HEL ME EITHER

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

FOR ME SOMETIMES COUNSELING WORKS BUT MOST OF THE TIME I JUST THINK THAT THEY ARE WASTEING MY TIME AS WELL AS THEIRS

Seroquel Not Working

I OD'D ON THIS ALSO. AND DID NOT WORK WITH ANYTHING SLEEP, DEPRESSION NOTHING

Trazodone Not Working

HAHH THIS ONE WAS A JOKE

Writing Working / Worked

It don't hele me anymore

Zoloft Not Working

ALL THIS DID WAS MAKE MATTERS WORSE FOR ME

Prozac Too Soon to Tell

MY NEW DOCTOR PUT ME ON PROZAC TODAY. SO IT IS TOO SOON TO TELL IF IT HELPS OR NOT

Open Eating Disorders

I HAVE HAD AN EATING DISORDER FOR YEARS. THERE IS TIMES THAT I GO FOR ABOUT 2 WEEKS WITHOUT EATING AND THEN WHEN I FINALLY DO EAT I MAKE MYSELF THROW IT BACK UP.

Treatments

Faith Working / Worked

Open Bipolar Disorder

WHEN WILL IT ALL END. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS. END LIFE END. DAMNIT END.

Treatments

Abilify Working / Worked

I WAS ON THIS BUT DID NOTHING FOR ME SO I OD'D ON IT.

Crying Working / Worked

Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked

HAHH THAT WAS SOO FUNNY. NOT REALLY. IT DID NOT HELP ME SO I QUIT GOING

Faith Working / Worked

Lamictal Working / Worked

I WAS JUST RECENTLY ON THIS. IT HELPED WITH MY MOOD BUT NOT THE DEPRESSION. SO I QUIT TAKING IT

Seroquel Working / Worked

NOPE DIDN'T WORK EITHER. OD'D ON THIS ONE TOO. 4200MG AND YEAH I AM STILL ALIVE

Trileptal Working / Worked

THIS MEDICATION MAKE ME EVEN MORE SUICIDAL THAN I WAS BEFORE I WAS PUT ON IT

Writing Working / Worked

It don't hele me anymore

Faith Working / Worked

Prozac Working / Worked

DOCTOR JUST PUT ME ON PROZAC TODAY. AS OF RIGHT NOW IT IS TOO SOON TO TELL IF IT WORKS OR NOT.

Open Multiple Personalities

I HAD JUST FOUND OUT LAST NIGHT THAT I HAVE MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER. I HAD NO IDEA THAT SPLIT PERSONALITY DISORDER AND MULTIPLE WERE 2 DIFFERENT THINGS.

Treatments

Writing Working / Worked

It don't hele me anymore

Faith Working / Worked

Open Sleep Apnea

I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH OBSTRUCTIVE SLEEP APNEA AND I AM BORDERLINE SEVERE. I WAS DIAGNOSED ON VALENTINE'S DAY THIS YEAR. I HAD TO SPEND 2 NIGHTS AT THE SLEEP LAB. IT WAS OK I GUESS. I WAS SCARED AT FIRST BUT I HAVE GROWN TO DEAL WITH IT.

Treatments

CPAP Somewhat Helpful

THE CPAP MACHINE HELPS SOMETIMES. BUT WHILE USING IT I STILL FIND MYSELF SOMETIMES GASPING FOR AIR

Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery

I HAVE BEEN USING MARIJUANA SINCE SINCE I WAS 13 YEARS OLD. I HAVE NOT USED IN ALMOST 8 MONTHS. BUT REALLY REALLY THINKING ABOUT USING AGAIN.

Open Inhalant Abuse & Recovery

I HAVE NOT USED ANY TYPE OF INHALANT SINCE 2005. I STARTED WHEN I WAS 14 YEARS OLD.

Treatments

Faith Working / Worked

Open Prescription Drug Abuse

I HAVE BEEN ABUSING PRESCRIPTION DRUGS SINCE THE AGE OF 16. I AM 20 NOW AND I STILL DO IT.

Treatments

Faith Working / Worked

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS I WAS PHYSICALLY ABUSED BY THE GUY THAT I WAS WITH. HE WOULD PUSH ME DOWN THE STAIRS AT THE APARTMENT (MANY OF TIMES) I'VE SUFFERED 4 MISCARRIAGES BECAUSE OF HIM. BUT I KEPT RUNNING BACK TO HIM. I DELT WITH THE ABUSE FOR SO LONG. I LOVED HIM AND I KNEW DEEP DOWN THAT HE LOVED ME TOO. BUT IT WENT ON FOR 5 YEARS. THEN LAST YEAR AFTER BEING IN THE ICU FOR 8 DAYS SUFFERING FROM LIFE THREATENING INJURYS I FINALLY GOT AWAY AND STAYED AWAY. I NEVER REPORTED HIM.

Treatments

Group Therapy Working / Worked

IT SUCKED GOING TO GROUP EVERYDAY. THERE WAS ONLY 2 OF US THERE BUT I WAS BASICALLY THE ONLY ONE THAT ACTUALLY SHOWED. THIS PAST SUNDAY WAS OUR LAST MEETING. I NEVER WANT TO DO IT AGAIN.

Open Rape

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MESSAGE ME AND ASK. I DON'T WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW ALL THE PAIN THAT I WENT THROUGH. NOTHING AGAINST ANYONE.

Treatments

Rape Counseling Working / Worked

I FIND THIS TO BE VERY HELPFUL.

Open Sciatica

I WAS JUST RECENTLY DIAGNOSED WITH SCIATICA... MY DOCTOR SENT ME TO A SPECIALIST... I HAD TO BE THERE TODAY.... I AM A NEW PATIENT AND THEY ALREADY WANT TO DO SURGERY ON MY BACK.... IT HURTS TO BAD TO DO ANYTHING...

Treatments

Cyclobenzaprine Not Working

ALL THIS DOES IS PUTS ME TO SLEEP

Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

IN JANUARY MY UNCLE COMMITTED SUICIDE. HE WASN'T JUST MY UNCLE I CONSIDERED HIM MY DADDY BECAUSE HE WAS MORE OF A FATHER TO ME THAN MY OWN WORTHLESS FATHER. WHEN I FOUND OUT HE DID THIS I LOST IT AND HAVE BEEN WANTING TO COMMIT SUICIDE MYSELF.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

THERE IS NOTHING TO SAY

Talking Working / Worked

AGAIN THERE IS NOTHNG TO SAY

Writing Working / Worked

AGAIN NOTHING TO SAY

Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)

Im a new time mommy and very worried about my daughter

Treatments

Breast Feeding Not Working

Katelin throws up the breast milk along with the formula