slrow's Journal

    I am just sick of people acting like three year olds on here. I will not however let someone post on me things that i disagree with. sorry but i will defend myself from lies just because people do not know how to handle things that they can not agree with. I have been on here long enough to those of you to know me and I know that so I guess I am guilty of falling in there childish games.

   The second one was apparently ticked off because i use reference to God. That is too bad. he is a huge part of my life and a big part in my healing through this. I also know that I am not the only one who has a rlationship with him on here. I actually thought that this was a Christian Support group. Boy is that a wrong statement. I have been in posts with Aethiest's but I did not put them down nor did I tell them that they were wrong for their beleifs. I supported them even though I didn't see the same things they did. Is that the reason why we are here?

   You know I know people who would have let this made them leave. I have made to many friends on here for that to happen. I am not the one in the wrong here. I am more disgusted that people cannot disagree like adults that they have to come to another group and sread lies and try to tarnish someones reputation.

    GROW UP PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!! I will continue to pray for you even the one who is apparently afraid of my God for some reason. this is so stupid but I cannot just sit by and let people say things about me that is not true because they do not agree with things I have said on here. that just blows my mind. If you do not agree then keep your words to yourself because I am going to defend myself.

   It is not the place I know that , I am on here for the support I get and to give others support that they need not to be a little child and get my kicks on thinking I am causing someones name to be drug through the mudd. This is now over for me , no matter if they say anything else I am going to ignore them and let my faith handle it and act like the 38 year old adult that I am.

   I apologize to anyone who has been part of this unknowingly. Thinking it is a post that is actually worth some merit. It has gone on long enough and is done. I thank you all who know me and who have supported me as such. i apaologize from the bottom of my heart for letting it go as lomg as it did. I have not been feeling well and am very emotional so i am dealing with emotions that just want to defend myself again.

    please forgive me and know that my head is back where it needs to be and those who have felt like they need to get back at me for some reason can go batter some one else becasue I am done playing their little game and I am sorry that i played it as long as I did.