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lisamatt1990 
7:20pm, October 4, 2009
my whole family is going to louisiana this weekend gator and fishing and i will be home alone. that makes me sad and no i do not want to go. any thoughts?anyone?
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what do i do? I never feel happy always sad.most people laugh at jokes? not me. i very seldom laugh or enjoy anything ever. i am going to my therapist each week.
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Hi hun. Haven't talked in a while but this journal entry popped up on my little feed thing. Going to your therapist each week is a great step in trying to help yourself be a little happier. It really just takes time. I went through almost 3 years of pure depression until just this summer, i finally started to turn everything around & get to be okay with everything & be truly happy again. I'm not saying it's gonna take YOU three years, just let it take the time you need to heal & be okay. It will, just never give up.
-Carrie
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Hi, Lisa Ive missed writing you so,iam never happy, just going thur the day, day after day,you will see your self hapy one day, keep trying, prayers for you sweetie, love bluebird
went to my therapist yesterday. i started off with 225 of effexxor and now they put me on abilify as well ,i started off at 2.5 mgs and then 5 mg, i have had some side effects and they have now added inderal 80 mgs for two weeks to help me with the side effects so we will see. i just want to get better and feel better, and be happy again
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wow i dont have ANY experience with those 2 drugs good luck be carefull ill be monitoring your posts on here to see if you get weird happy thoughts to you
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You are letting life happen instead of taking charge and making things happen. You are in a limbo you have created to hide in. What do YOU want to do while family is gone? Do you enjoy time alone? Do you want to see a movie? Whenever I have felt lonely, I pick a project. I make a craft, sew an outfit, paint a room and go shopping to add some new touches. You can do this. This is your life and you need to start making decisions as to how you will live it. I have a feeling nothing could be worse than what you have done to yourself. If you want to be happy, you will be happy. If you want to be sad, you will be sad. If you want to change your life, you will take steps to do that. Have confidence in yourself. Medication takes the edge off but it will not change your life. Give it a try.
daisydduck
I usually will filnd myself a good book to read, OR just go out and go for a walk, clean the house, or tackle some project that I have been putting off. I have so much "alone" time now, I am beginning to get used to it.. Or maybe even see if some friends want to get together for a movie or something.... Best wishes. Hugs,
alicea
you will have some time for your self, try to enjoy your day,It might be fun,go to a movie, read a book, make something special for dinner, for you,relax,call a friend, love bluebird
BlueBird33