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LadyFingaz 
It's 7:01pm and I am feeling like a lost puppy. No direction, and the only purpose I feel I'm living for is my kids. I long for my husband. To hear his voice, see his face, just to give him a hug, It's not fair....
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i know the feeling...and my heart goes out to you and your family for your loss. missing him...as you've said, does make us feel so lost. for the first couple of months after paul's death, i didn't "function" ...i didn't know what year it was, i couldn't remember if i took a bath or not. i too lost weight and didn't care about many things. it seemed it would have been easier if i died than to go through the grief. after a couple of months i was able to read some books about healing and working through grief. i also found a local faith based grief support group. i urge you to try these things when you feel you can. it is always comforting to know there are others feeling similar to you.
i pray that god will be with you and your children...to help you heal your heart.
campfireking