Journal Entry for December 13, 2007
December 13, 2007 3:39pm
BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dont know anymore. you know, cuz my husband makes no sence. one miniute he is nice and the next he is a huge …
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SarinaRose
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About Me
SarinaRose
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About Me
i am 21 and i have a 6 month old boy named michael. i am looking for some shoulders. i have had lupus knowingly for about 3 years. i was diagnosed 4 years ago. i went a year not knowing for sure because the doctor decided to tell my mom and let me go blind. my mom thought i knew. but i dont know how long i have really had it. i'm hoping to find some more shoulders to cry on. so if you dont mind a wet shoulder i could really use it. :)
i am 21 and i have a 6 month old boy named michael. i am looking for some shoulders. i have had lupus knowingly for about 3 years. i was diagnosed 4 years ago. i went a year not knowing for sure because the doctor decided to tell my mom and let me go blind. my mom thought i knew. but i dont know how long i have really had it. i'm hoping to find some more shoulders to cry on. so if you dont mind a wet shoulder i could really use it. :)
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i'm on when i cant but my hours for this site to usually see me are 12 to 5 pacific time, thats when i work. if anyone needed to know. *lol* anywho, i love dancing, its my life. WOOOT for my belly it dances soo well. i love music. i use to write songs. i still play guitar when i feel good and have time. i like movies and having fun. i'm really into the SCA dont know what it is i'll tell ya. i like meeting new people.
i'm on when i cant but my hours for this site to usually see me are 12 to 5 pacific time, thats when
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Journal Entry for December 6, 2007
December 6, 2007 4:27pm
so life is i little differnt now. my husband and myself arent fighting so much. we are a bit more lovey. we talk more without fighting imeditly …
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Journal Entry for November 30, 2007
November 30, 2007 5:32pm
i fight everyday with my husband. i cant stand it anymore. i know i could be doing more, but even when i apologize, he still makes me feel bad. i …
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Journal Entry for November 29, 2007
November 29, 2007 7:45pm
so i'm still confused. about everything. my life is hard right now, and i want a break. i think i take care of more then i can. i want more kids, …
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Journal Entry for November 28, 2007
November 28, 2007 5:41pm
i just found someone on myspace who i havent sceen in forever. tobad he is someone a had a HUGE thing for and now i'm all bummed. i would still …
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Close Lupus
i'm 21 and i was diagnosed with lupus in my 10th grade year of highschool. i have a 6 month old baby, and once i was pregnant, my lupus has gotten worse and faster. my pain is longer and shaper. i quit my job at taco bell over a year ago because of the pain and because no one understood the pain i was in. i have been turned down for my ssi and dont think i should apply till i'm older and sicker because apperantly i'm not sick enough. but you know as long as i'm alive i'm alive and thats... good~
Treatments
- Ibuprofen Working / Worked
- before that was naproxen and it didnt work AT ALL! then i used IBU and It use to work a little back in 11th and 12th. i was taking 800mgs 3 times a day. i started to take them 4 times but it wasnt doing much at all by then. i now take 600 mgs when i need to. i tolerate more pain just so i dont desroy my stomic and liver by taking to many pills. i am kind of afrain to take pills in fear of making the prosses faster. but i know little about any treatments.
Close Epilepsy & Seizures
my mom has epilepsy. she had brain surgery at i think 10 or 11. and as a result of them taking out peices of her brain she now has all sorts of seizures. i just want to talk to people and find out as much as i can.
Open Healthy Relationships
i have problems with my husband. ALOT i like to talk. ALOT so i found a perfect spot. i can talk about my relationship. it should work. if anyone listens. hee hee *joke*
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Considering
- he has brought it up and then i have brought it up. i dont want to be at that point but it might have to happen.
- Patience Not Working
- its fading.....
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- he doesnt listen well and i shut down but eventually we might talk it out
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- i need to talk to him but i need to write it down other wise i forget what he has done to piss me off.
Open Healthy Sex
although we have a rocky relation ship, the sex is great!!! :D
Open Other Eye Problems
Type: Othermy husband has horrible eyes and i just needing to find out what i can do. he is about to go blind. he has astigmatism (spelled wrong?) and he was use contacts and he almost went blind. he ended up having coldsores in his eyes. their healed now but he could have gone blind...
Open Financial Challenges
i am POOR! isnt that enough?
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- it works when we have money to budget.
- Holding a Garage Sale Working / Worked
- gives a little money during the summer. it can help alot at times.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
i gained my wieght during 7th grade. "hormone changes" my weight goes up and down. i have a hard time with food. crap food mostly. i like bad food. i have tryed over and over to lose weight. i have had the hardest time after my son was born. and i have a hard time choosing the right foods. thats my problem.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Not Working
- i cant seem to stay on only good foods. not to mention they are expensive!
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- also hard when you eat alot.... ahh its really hard to eat less. but it kinda help when i do.
- Physical Exercise Not Working
- i cant really do alot of working out. because of my lupus.
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